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anxiety attack

Jul 26, 2012

I'm getting really anxious about food - in all ways. Am I eating too much? Am I eating enough? Am I getting in enough protein? What if I eat the wrong thing? What if this doesnt work!?!?! AAHHHH.... Sometimes my anxiety gets the best of me but the voice in the back of my head won't shut up this time! Grr! I can't be the only one asking myself these questions (more like torchuring myself! lol)... words of wisdom??
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a HUGE thank you!!

Jul 15, 2012

I just wanted to take a moment to say thank you to my biggest supporter and inspiration - my Aunt Jamie!
She's been through this process herself not too long ago. She's my appointment partner, my recovery nurse, and my everyday "go-to" girl! I can never express how grateful I am for all you have done for me (...and will do )! Thanks Auntie Jam xo
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5 DAYS POST-OP!!

Jul 15, 2012

My RNY surgery was on July 10, 2012 at St.Joseph's hospital. I've never had any form of surgery before - the closest I've come is having laughing gas for the removal of 2 wisdom teeth! I couldn't have had a better experience for my first time and I was TERRIFIED. Dr. Lindsay and the ENTIRE team at St.Jo's were just amazing from the time I set foot inside to the time I was discharged two days later. 

I'm 5 days post-op and feeling as good as I possibly could... My biggest problem has been the back pain - far worse that the surgery site! I'm extremely excited for what the future holds!! 
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My Opti Journey

Jul 03, 2012

I began Optifast on June 12. At first I was told I'd be on it for 3 weeks but found out shortly before that it would have to be 4 weeks. The first day was the worst. Not only was I hungry but I had no idea how to make the opti taste even remotely drinkable for me. I gaged and nearly cried. As the days went on, and with the help of my wonderful aunt (who had the RNY surgery last September) and my supportive partner, I found my saving graces - Crystal Light and Splenda!! It wasn't until mid-way through the second week that the stomach hunger went away completely. The head hunger comes and goes but I am able to control it. It is one week to the day before my surgery now and I'm really excited - still terrified of the unknowns to do with surgery in general - but overall I know I'm making the right choice for my future.

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Excitement vs. Fear

May 07, 2012

I'm closing in on 2 months pre-op and I'm having a roller coaster of emotions. I've been over weight my entire life and I can't even imagine myself any other way. I am definitely ready for the drastic lifestyle changes and discipline that goes hand in hand with this process and am excited to get started. Although the pros far outweigh the cons, I am absolutely terrified! The 1 in 200 odds of death is an extremely unpleasant thought and the fact that I've never had surgery let alone an anesthetic is not sitting well either. I welcome words of enlightenment, success, and any tips or tricks!
Thanks 
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