Kelly Linzey
The doc finally said lets start the process...
Oct 16, 2009
after trying to get my doc to start the process for the last 2 years he finally said yes. There are at least a hundred hoops to jump through to get the surgery. But its a go to start down the path to a lap band. My doctor does NOT want me to get the other surgery and I agree. I've known several people who have had it and either are very ill from it or have died. Both I and my beautiful wife Kendra are in agreement that this is the way to go. I feel like this is very Scary but I want to live not just exist day to day.
Two of my closest friends have already said they are against this type of surgery and I am afraid I wont get their support. I'm afraid to even mention this to anyone because it seems like everyone is being so judgemental... I guess I'm afraid the most that I will loose what little respect and support I have by doing this.. but I really don't feel I have any other choice. I've stuggled with this for so so long and I'm so tired. I will not let this fear of rejection keep me from embracing this. I will just have to leave it up to the gods to sort everything out...
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Two of my closest friends have already said they are against this type of surgery and I am afraid I wont get their support. I'm afraid to even mention this to anyone because it seems like everyone is being so judgemental... I guess I'm afraid the most that I will loose what little respect and support I have by doing this.. but I really don't feel I have any other choice. I've stuggled with this for so so long and I'm so tired. I will not let this fear of rejection keep me from embracing this. I will just have to leave it up to the gods to sort everything out...
thinking..
Dec 04, 2008
the more I learn about the surgeries the more I want to do it. I want to be healthy.
there is no quick fix even with the surgeries..
this will be work no matter what I do...
but wouldn't it be nice not to have to take shots any more
there is no quick fix even with the surgeries..
this will be work no matter what I do...
but wouldn't it be nice not to have to take shots any more
The beginning of my journey...
Dec 04, 2008
This is the beginning of my journey... towards health... towards a lower body weight... towards less health issues... to get a grip on my fibromyalgia... to stop having to take medications... to have my diabetes go away...
Thats what I want to happen... but even tho I am trying to be proactive towards my physical health issues I feel like I keep failing myself. Nothing I do seems to work. Not pills, not diets, not exercise (when I actually can move)...
I'm so tired of hearing every time I talk to my parents or other relatives about how I need to loose weight... Do they think I don't try?
I know this sounds like me complaining and whinning but I'm tired... and everyone can have these kinds of days.
Thats what I want to happen... but even tho I am trying to be proactive towards my physical health issues I feel like I keep failing myself. Nothing I do seems to work. Not pills, not diets, not exercise (when I actually can move)...
I'm so tired of hearing every time I talk to my parents or other relatives about how I need to loose weight... Do they think I don't try?
I know this sounds like me complaining and whinning but I'm tired... and everyone can have these kinds of days.
