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it going to be a year in aug. that i re entered the program  and im no closer now to surgery that i was last year.  oh whoa is me.  not feeling pitty for myself,  just anger at my self.  skipped weigh in the month of may,  will weigh in june 7th.   we'll see what happens next......

here i sit, alone. just got through eating a rather large bowl of mac salad and potato salad together in the same bowl.. i have been off track for about a month now.  please help me dear lord, to get back on track and into the swing of things.  i tend to get way off track and throw caution to the wind.. i will get weighed again on mon. may 23  i know it will be disastrous.. i know i need to take this whole thing very serous because i am determned, come hell or high water, to get this done.

i would love to hear from anyone that is in the same boat as i am. i have joined, dropped out and rejoined the program since 2003. this time i am determined to be one of the successful ones. each time i dropped out of the program i could lose some weight on my own but then gain it all back plus !!!!! [typical huh]  i have seen them [portsmouth] develop and change the program, to where now it is probably one of the best around.  the support that you get and the people that you meet along the way is just too much for words.  i thouroughly believe in them and i hope they believe in me that i will one day be successful [and maybe i'll be on the other side of that table speaking] .