nymets3

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I'm so sick of it.  I'm doing really well but I'm ready to have surgery NOW.  I think I might be able to handle it better if I knew without a doubt that I would be approved.  I hate anything that is "pending."  

Only two more months to go though.  My last doctor's appointment is December 3rd and my last nutritionist's appointment is December 5th.  I hope to be approved sometime in December and I would like to have surgery in January '08.

It's just taking so long!  Last night, I was lying down on the couch and I almost got up, put a bra on (once I come home from work and take my bra off, that's it, I'm in for the night, so contemplating putting it back on is radical) and went to the supermarket to get a bag of Hershey's miniatures.  I wasn't hungry, I was just frustrated and bored.  I didn't do it and I'm glad I avoided the morning after "I hate myself" diatribe but I am so sick of oatmeal, cottage cheese, chicken, turkey, fruit, blah, blah, blah.