MY UPDATE SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG

May 13, 2007

I CAME BACK TO WORK ON 2/22/07 THINKING IT WAS OKAY WELL I WAS WRONG I STARTED TO HAVE ABDOMINAL PAIN SO ONE DAY I GO TO OCONNOR HOSPITAL AND THEY TOLLED ME I HAD GALLSTONES SO I GOT SCARED THEY TOLLED ME THAT I WAS REALLY CRITICAL AND THEY HAD TO TRANSFER ME OVER TO MILLS PENINSULA HOSPITAL IN BURLINGAME SO THAT SAME NIGHT I GOT THERE THEY HAD ME IN THE SECOND FLOOR TWO HOURS LATER I WAS IN THE I.C.U I FELT NORMAL BUT THEY KEPT SAYING THAT MY POTASSIUM WAS REALLY LOW THEY HAD ME WITH SOM MUCH NEEDLES ALL OVER MY ARMS  AND IVS HOOKED ON ME (BYE THE WAY I HATE POTASSIUM IT HURTS LIKE A B**CH) MY EX HUSBAN GOT THER AND HE WAS CRYING I GOT SCARED AND TOLLED HIM "IF I DIE PLEASE TAKE CARE OF OUR DAUGHTER". THE ONLY THING THAT I COULD THINK WAS OH GOD YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE ME NOW..MY MOM WAS WITH ME THE ENTIRE TIME I LOVE MY MOM WITH ALL MY HEART SHE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME, SO I WAS IN THE THE ICU FOR 1 1/2 WEEKS I WAS REALLY DEPRESSED AND I FELT SO BAD..SO THEN THEY GOT ALL BACK TO NORMAL I CRIED AND I BEGGED MY DOCTOR TO STOP THE POTASSIUM AND HE SAID NO I STILL NEEDED IT, I GOT SO MANY TEST DONE THAT IT WAS A NIGHTMARE FOR ME I FELT REALLY BAD. LATER MY EX HUSBAND SHOWED UP WITH LIKE 100 ROSED AND DIFFRENT FLOWERS HE TOLLED ME THAT HE WANTED TO TELL ME SORRY AND TO FORGIVE HIM I SAID YES AND HE ASKED ME TO COME BACK TO HIM I SAID YES, THINKING THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE OKAY, BUT WRONG...I GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL  AND THEY SCHEDULE MY SURGER FOR THE GALLSTONES WITCH WAS ON MARCH 28 AT 2PM BUT BEFORE THAT I MET THE MOST CARING MAN AND HOT GUY HIS NAME IS DUSTIN YES I KNOW ITS TOO EARLY FOR ME TO SAY ILOVE HIM BUT LADIES I HONESTLY LOVE HIM BUT I WAS LIVING WITH   MY HUSBAND AT THE TIME BUT I KICKED HIM OUT BECUASE I TOLLED HIM THAT I COULD NOT BE WITH HIM ANYMORE THAT OUR LOVE  HAD ENDED HE LEFT AND STAYED IN MY HOUSE. BUT ANY WHO SO I GOT MY SURGERY DONE MY BF WAS THERE FOR ME THE ENTIRE TIME HE IS THE BEST I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART HE IS UNDERSTANDING AND VERY SMART I WANT TO BE WITH HIM FOR EVER I REALLY LOVE HIM, BUT ANY WHO IVE LOST 70 LBS AND I FEEL GREAT I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS THIN SINCE I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY DAUGHTER BUT ANY WHO IAM DOING GREAT AND NOW IAM EATING REGULAR FOODS NO SODA NO FAST FOODS AND IAM EATING A LOT OF FRUITS MOSTLY WATERMELON SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I HAVE NOT BEEN IN HERE FOR A WHILE I STILL THINK OF ALL YOU GUYS CONSTANTLY LOVE YOU GUYS I WILL POST PICS  LATER....


not feeling good

Feb 11, 2007

 well its sunday and I feel like shit I just want to be out three months so I can forget this surgery.. I cant handle this muc longer I feel like such a looser I want to be my self again I want to be able to go out and have fun but I can t my world has gone black iam such a looser for this .....

i guess okay

Feb 08, 2007

TODAY I HAD MY FIRST POST OP APPT AND I LOST 12LBS SINCE MY SURGERY I WAS SURPRISED WELL HE TOLLED TO ME THAT I COULD GO TO SOFT FOODS NEXT WEEK IAM REALLY HAPPY SO I WILL UPDATE NEXT WEEK....


after surgery

Feb 04, 2007

HELLO TO ALL WELL LETS SEE WHERE DO I START I HAD MY SURGERY FEB 1 2007 MY SURGERY WAS TAKEN AT 1245 I GOT THERE THERE AT 1045. MY HUSBAND, MY DAUGHTER AND MOTHER WENT WITH ME, WHEN I ARRIVED I WENT IN TO THE SURGERY DEPT THEY TOLLED ME THAT ONLY ONE PERSON COULD BE WITH ME SO I HAD MY MOTHER WAITING WITH ME I GAVE MY DAUGHTER A BIG HUG AND TOLLED HER THAT I WOULS SEE HER REALLY SOON SHE WAS CRYING.IWAS SO NERVOUSE AND ANXIOUS THEN MY OTHER TWO SISTERS TERESA,LUPE AND HER HUSBAND AND TWO KIDS WENT TO SEE ME I WAS SO NERVOUSE THEY TALKED TO ME FOR A WHILE AND THEN THEY LEFT AFTER DR.SANCHEZ CAME IN AND TOLLED IF WAS READY I TOLLED HIM I WAS NOT SURE HE SAID IAM READY IF YOUR READY THEN HE LEFT THE T.O CAME AND PICKED ME UP HE TOLLED MY MOM THAT I WAS GOINg TO BE OKAY MY MOM LEFT THE ROOM HE TOOK ME  IN TO THE O.R THATS WHEN I MET THE ANATHIOLOGIST and his RN ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS JUST SHUT UP AND HURRY UP I WENT IN AND SAW THE OR THEY MOVED ME IN TO THE OPERATING TABLE AND THEY HAD A REALLY LOUD MUSIC THEY TOLLED ME IT WAS TO HELP ME RELAX HE TOLLED ME THAT HE WAS GOING TO GIVE ME A TRANQUILIZER TO HELP ME RELAX BUT I PASSED OUT THEN I WOKE UP AND I REMEMBER A LADY TELING ME COUGH NORA COUGH NORA BREATH AND RELAX I WAS TRYING TO TALK BUT I COULDENT THEN WHEN I CAME IN TO HEAD I KEPT SAYING MY DAUGHTER I WANT TO SEE MY DAUGHTER SHE TOLLED ME LATER SWEETY THEY WANTED TO KEEP ME CAOUGHING SO WICH  I DID THEY TOOK ME IN TO MY ROOM I REMEMBER SEEING MY THREE SISTERS THERE AND MY MOM AND MY DAUGHTER I REMEMBER SEEING MY SISTER NANCY,LUPE AND TERESA CRYING SO I GOT SCARED AND TOLLED THEM WHAIT WHY ARE YOU GUYS CRYING DO YOU KNOW SOMETHING THAT I DONT KNOW THEN I STARTED TO HAVE REALLY BAD CHEST PAINS I THOUGHT I WAS HAVING A HEART ATTACK THEY CALLED DR SANCHEZ TO GET AN APPROVAL FOR AND EKG THEY GOT APPROVED AND I REMEMBER THAT THEN A MEAN ASS DOC CAME AND TOLLED ME THATS PAIN FROM THE SURGERY I TOLLED MY NURSE I NEED TO GET UP AND WALK I THINK ITS GAS AND I NEED TO WALK IT OUT SO THEY GOT ME UP I AND I STARTED TO FELL REALLY DIZZY AND STARTED TO SWEAT THEY SAID THAT MY BLOOD PRESSURE HAD DROPPED SO I DID NOT GET TO WALK UNTILL  0345 THAT MORNING OKAY I WILL POST LATER I FEEL TO TIRED SORRY


SUNDAY

Jan 21, 2007

HELLO TO ALL WELL ITS SUNDAY THINKING ABOUT MY SURGERY AND I FEEL REALLY SCARED GOING WENDNESDAY TO DO MY PREOP

BITTER SWEET

Jan 17, 2007

HELLO TODAY I WENT TO DR.SANCHEZ I GOT MEY DATE WOW IAM SO SCARED MY DATE IS FEBRUARY 1, 2007 SO CLOSE


About Me
SAN JOSE, CA
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44.4
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RNY
Surgery
02/01/2007
Surgery Date
Jun 17, 2006
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MY UPDATE SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG
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