Kathryn, sending you lots of good thoughts and hugs. You did it! How disappointing that you did not loose, but gained some weight at the hospital. You will be loosing soon, I am very sure. Your body has gone through some big changes and needs time to heal, on day you will get on your scale and notice your weight loss is a reality. I am sorry that your pain meds are not covering the pain as they should. Your doctor should help correct that. Pain is so hard to deal with (I know). Today is a new day and I hope you find less pain, more comfort, and a feeling of getting skinner!
hugs, Aunt Pam