Nikilynn88
Fearful
Jul 02, 2012
I'm 23 years old and turn 24 on the 17th of July. I have been overweight/obese my WHOLE LIFE. I remember being in middle school and taking a SLIM fast can with me for lunch. You can't even begin to understand the torment and bullying I went though, I recall this one time when I wore a jacket that had my fathers company's logo on it entitled TMC. From then on the kids would call me The Tubba Moo company.
Being out of high school for some years now hasn't been any better, people still look at me like I'm disgusting or when I go out to eat it's like their thinking "should she really be eating?" When I first heard about Gastric Bypass surgery I didn't think of it as an over the night weight cure-all. I knew that I would still have to work hard for the body and health that I want. I've been to the seminar and my first appointment with the surgeon is July 30th, but I'm still scared that for some reason I wont be able to get the surgery. I don't have diabetes.yet, or high blood pressure or anything like that. This doesn't mean it wont soon happen and because I'm already 425 lbs. I fear that if I don't get the surgery I'm on the road to death. That, I just wont let happen.
I want this more than I've wanted anything in life, I've already started the process of losing 10% of my body weight and have started the food and exercise journal. If anyone has any tips for me, please leave them below. :)
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Being out of high school for some years now hasn't been any better, people still look at me like I'm disgusting or when I go out to eat it's like their thinking "should she really be eating?" When I first heard about Gastric Bypass surgery I didn't think of it as an over the night weight cure-all. I knew that I would still have to work hard for the body and health that I want. I've been to the seminar and my first appointment with the surgeon is July 30th, but I'm still scared that for some reason I wont be able to get the surgery. I don't have diabetes.yet, or high blood pressure or anything like that. This doesn't mean it wont soon happen and because I'm already 425 lbs. I fear that if I don't get the surgery I'm on the road to death. That, I just wont let happen.
I want this more than I've wanted anything in life, I've already started the process of losing 10% of my body weight and have started the food and exercise journal. If anyone has any tips for me, please leave them below. :)
