MzKarma
Even at my highest of 283 lbs. nobody else new how low my self esteem was. I still dressed the part and played the part of a beautiful well rounded/shaped voluptuous woman...But I am so tired of carrying this weight....so I am doing this....I am going on this journey....I have weight physically and mentally that I am getting off and renewing myself...I am so excited.....I have battled being heavy for so long, even think it affected my marriage and that physical weight helped me rid of the mental weight that was on me...So even though i weighed 283 I am now at 265 but I have lost about 220lbs ...lol...and ready to drop another 100lbs or so and I am loving OH ...I enjoy talking and listening and learning..so keep it coming...this will be my support system for the most part because the actual support i have is mostly out of town...over the phone...or internet anyway....it will be great talking to people that will be along for the same ride....I don't think I have anyone that can feel what i feel...they are all skinny....
