Msbfree
Hello,,
12/21/2011
Let me start by saying I am writing this almost 5 months past having VSG done with Dr. Almanza in Mexico. So,, My happiness will over rule those doubts and concerns I had prior to having the procedure. Had I written my thoughts at that time, there would have been a lot regarding "Am I making a sane decision" or "Why am I doing this to me an my family,, I need the money for so many other things". But now all I can write is I did not know that I could be this happy,, my life has now started over,, in a since, I have so many plans now,, And as far as expense I am working 2 jobs, overtime, and still able to be home with my son, and have the energy so that my spouse never her those ugly words "I'm too tired",, (smile).
I am a very happy person,, people have written about the absence of health / medical complaints such as diabetes, and hypertension,, I am willing to state that my depression has totally absolved,, I am happy,, I am looking foward to tomorrow,, I dance, play, work and enjoy life like a new girl... I try to keep myself contained by anyone that new me prior to the surgery are quick to respond about how I am so ready to be apart of the group,, ready to listen and enjoy being a in a conversation on any topic.... I love me,, I love everybody... Not that I did not before,,, but now it is a free'er feeling, no holding back... I realy cant explain it... I made a decision to get on a plan,, go to a town that I dont know the language, have a surgery with less than a 10 year following, go bymyself, fly on a plan.. charge on my credit card that was already in trouble,, leave my 7 year old in the care of his father and brother,, but with all that said, I would do it again in a heart beat...
Life is a ball now,, I am in good health,, and by people reaction looking really good,, and I am so happy,,,,,,
