Denise,
I am having the same feelings as you are right now. I had my surgery June 5, 2002 and am still not very happy about it. I have lost around 48 pounds, but do not want to eat...but I do because I have to. Funny thing, I told my doctor at my last visit that I wish I had never done this and he said everyone feels this way for the first 6 months or so. I told him I don't think I will change my mind, even then. He offered to dilate my pouch to make it bigger, or go back in and put everything back the way it was...I told him NO WAY was I going to do that! I just want to enjoy what little I eat...not eat more. Anyway, I hope you (we) get to feeling better soon; as everyone says,"it will get better". Best wishes