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 200 pounds as of today and 7 weeks pregnant......aaaaaaaahhhhh!  hoping to get back on the losing side after baby......

 back at 209. been eating out and having candy. not working out at all. i think that i have just let the holidays get the best of me. i am going to try and get back on track but if not now for certain in january...my goal is 165......wish me luck. 44 pounds to go. i think i can do it..............

 weighed in at 203 this morning. i am just starting back to lose again. i have been running on my treadmill and trying really hard to cut out alot of the carbs that i was eating. i also have been trying to drink a protein shake in the morning as my breakfast and i think these small changes is helping me get back on the loosing side. my doctor says that he thinks at m y one year that i will be at 180 i want to be lower than that. i really want a good looking body for summer....

 so this morning i weighed in at 207. not what i want but i think if i lay off the candy and cakes that i have been eating that i will be ok. something has to give i need to give up the sugar.....pls help!

 back up to 211-212lbs. not to sure why but hey it is what it is....

 so i went clothes shopping today and i am in a size 14. when i started this journey i was wearing a 18/20. i am so excited!
 i'm also weighing in at 209. still eating sugar, i need help. mainly jelly belly.

 i have been eating SUGAR! and the bad thing is that it doesn't make me sick. i have had jelly beans which i loooove and i have had a couple of cookies. i have been drinking only water so i think that is good but i also have not been taking my vitamins and calcium at all. i have been weighing in at 215-217 back and forth for like the last week and a half. so i am down 54 pounds today.

 so my month 3 starts on the 6th of the month. yesterday i weighed in at 222. so that's like about a 10 pound loss from last month. i went to disney world last week so i was way off with my eating. i ate sooo much sweets that i made myself sick. mostly i eat alot of ice cream. i also have been eating alot, well not really alot but some sugar free candy. sweets have always been my down fall. i have been able to drink plain water as well which is something that i was unable to do before because it made me sick and gave me pain in my stomach so i am happy about that. i still can't eat salad but i do. it also makes my tummy hurt. my doctor told me that the expect that i will lose less than 100 pounds. i started off at 269 and they are telling me that in 1 year i will be at about 180. i don't think that i like that number all that much but at the same time i have not been working out like i should have. anyways enough of the rambling.....i will be sure to update at the end of month 3.

 i'm almost two months out and i am feeling really good. i have some days like today where my stomach feels BAD. i am to believe that it may be what i am eating. last night i ate some cabbage with vinegar which was so good. but i am finding that when i eat anything that is in the leafy green family i wind up feeling sick. i had eaten some salad a few times and i wound up feeling the same and with diarrhea each time. i know TMI right. so any ways i am weighing in at 232.2 today. i was 269 on my last visit to the doctors before my surgery and i was 245 on my last check up which was about 2 weeks out. so from my last check up i have lost 13 pounds in about a month. i guess that's good. i don't really know what i should be losing or what to expect to lose each month. needless to say that i have not started to exercise mostly because i have not been feeling to well and i haven't had all that much energy. ok i'm ending my rant/update here. 

 i had my surgery on 6/6/11 and had a world wind of events happen. i had to stay an extra day in the hospital because i couldn't drink anything. i had a high fever. and then finally after 4 days i was able to go home. the very next day i was back in the ER. i was having dumping from any and everything i drank. i would have a sip of water and to the bathroom i would go and the same for the shakes and so on. so back to the hospital i went and i was admitted. i had a bacteria infection called CDIF, and what that is is an over growth of a bacteria in the colon and it causes diarrhea (TMI i know).  so i was in the hospital for another 3 days with that. the day i was due to come home, my husband was there to pick me up and i was taking the last of my meds and i threw all of them up along with the protein shake that i was sort of being forced to drink by the nurse. so needless to say i had to stay another night which almost killed me. i thought i was going to die in this place. i questioned and cried on a daily basis as to what i had gotten myself into. well today i am 2 weeks out and i have my 2 week check up tomorrow and i can't wait to se what the doc has to say. i have been trying new foods like mashed potatoes i had today and that went very well with my tummy, i had some fish and spinach yesterday and that didn't go well at all.  so i guess its like trial and era. milk and crystal light have been my two best friends. also i have alot of medication to take because of the bacteria and i am sooooo tired of taking that. ok so last thing is that i have been losing like 2 pounds a day and i am so freaked out by that. i don't think that its a good thing at all. my weight was something like 268 and now today i am 247 and only 2 weeks out, YIKES!