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Well i have beeen waiting for years to say i have lost 50 lbs and now i can my next goal is 75 . well let me apologize for not updating in so long but busy is what i've been trying to get used to all the changes the surgery has brought into my life. Yesterday i went to a bbq at my sister in laws house it was so great i didn't eat much but the time with the family and  seeing everyone that i haven't seen in years it was truley a good experience and of course all the compliments ,yes everyone noticed and i must admit i did look good the only thing is that i left my camera and camcorder home don't know how i didi that, hopefully my sis will email me the pics and i'll put one up of me so all my oh fam can see how fab i looked. I have been seeing a big difference in my clothes being the fact that i'm down from a 32 to a 26 it feels so good but still when i look in the mirror i look the same crazy ain't it. i think it's because my shape hasn't changed much thank God i wasn't built real bad cuase i would prob be freaking out but i was fine at 374 and now i'm finner at 324 watch out 299 .

PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies ▫ I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size ▫ But when I start to tell them ▫ They think I'm telling lies. ▫ I say ▫ It's in the reach of my arms ▫ The span of my hips ▫ The stride of my steps ▫ The curl of my lips. ▫ I'm a woman ▫ Phenomenally ▫ Phenomenal woman ▫ That's me.
I walk into a room ▫ Just as cool as you please ▫ And to a man ▫ The fellows stand or ▫ Fall down on their knees ▫ Then they swarm around me ▫ A hive of honey bees. ▫ I say ▫ It's the fire in my eyes ▫ And the flash of my teeth ▫ The swing of my waist ▫ And the joy in my feet. ▫ I'm a woman ▫ Phenomenally ▫ Phenomenal woman ▫That's me.
Men themselves have wondered ▫ What they see in me ▫ They try so much ▫ But they can't touch ▫ My inner mystery. ▫When I try to show them ▫ They say they still can't see. ▫ I say ▫ It's in the arch of my back ▫The sun of my smile ▫ The ride of my breasts ▫The grace of my style. ▫I'm a woman ▫Phenomenally▫ Phenomenal woman ▫That's me.
Now you understand ▫ Just why my head's not bowed ▫ I don't shout or jump about ▫Or have to talk real loud ▫ When you see me passing ▫ It ought to make you proud. ▫ I say ▫ It's in the click of my heels ▫The bend of my hair ▫ The palm of my hand ▫The need for my care. ▫ 'Cause I'm a woman ▫ Phenomenally ▫ Phenomenal woman ▫ That's me. 

I must admit that I cut and pasted this from another profile because I LOVE IT! That's what I am- a phenomenal woman.

Well Just and update i 'm feeling a whole lot better since i've been passing this gas man i never imgined the pain from holding gas like this. this is truly a life changing experience i'm just trying to make sure i'm drinking plenty of water haven't been able to eat to much which is what to be expected right 
i 've been eating broth and yogurt and water . i can't wait till get this tube outta my side its so annoying but i really don't have any complaints reading other blogs helps me to realize i'm bless and highly favored. thepain  i do feel is bearable and i'm not fighting the hungry mind yet so lif ei s good again I must say Thank God for this gift.

Well 'm Home finally thank God .  went to the hospital which is only about tw mnutes don tha road and was so excited i didnt freak ut at all . i made it there at 520and was weighed and changed int mygown. My Hubby and mom Nad mom in law and sis and sis in law and aunt and best friend was all thereyes i had a ful room wel the nurses couldn'ytge an iv started i ave no veins so the anasteiologist (whatevaa) pt and v in my neck do it ddnt even hurt he numbed it first. nce that was dne i was out my surgery did however take 4 hours not really sure why It was almost 4 o clock before i got in my room . but the staff was awsome very attentive all except one mean nurse who ripped my skin taking out my iv which remember was in my neck That hurt . but i was standing at bed side the first night and walking the second day so far i haven't gotten sick Thank God and yes the gas is a bummer.but I'm Home and feeling good and ready to start this journey so much i can say but a little tired so i'm going to bed will post later  

Hey everyone I'm only a day away from surgery I'm not as nervous as i thought i would be. I have had a blast today my brother throgh a fish fry at his house today for his birthday and we are just now gettting in i'm staying at my sissters tonight in blytheville , and yes i did have fish ......and coleslaw.......and red velvet cake i have eaten my last meal before surgery it was so good too ut i am ready to egin this journey of weight loss to become a better looking and healthier me. its going to feel so good not to hurt after doing everything including sleeping . I really thank God for this oppurtunity to lose. i questioned if this was the thing for me too do but when everything fell in place without a hitch i knew it was meant to be I just don't believe that God will brieng me to a place and not take me thru it so I am going in trusting Him to make everything go alright . My mother and sister will be with me tonight so that will make me feel better and my huby will get off work early enough to drive me to the hospital so eveything is in place please e praying for me ecause That never hurts I love you guys u have een extremly helpful and kind with me thriugh all my many questions and fustrations . Thank you  see u on the losing side.

well Its only 4 days till surgery just thought i 'd drop a few lnes i'm doing good with the liquids now nad also ready for the big day  so many emotions and such it's just crazy i love the fact that everyone on here is so nice this seems lke a true family i love u guys

Boy Boy Boy Did  i cheat today i needed abreak from all that liquid i just sat up and thought bout the fact that i wouldn't be able to eat again for months maybe and never again like i have and i really needed to have a last day so i'm through now one thing i can say though even though i did cheat i still didn't nearly eat as much as i normally would have I am amazed at the fact that i just stopped. I pretty much just tasted everything i went down to my brothers house to let my wrestlemania loving son watch the wrestlemania on pay per view with the family had a blast but they had the normal party food rotel dip(had to have some) and my aunt makes the best baked chicken wings i ever tasted i did have three of those though but it was protein and baked so i hope that wasm't as bad but i did have a small piece of carmel cake it was sooooo goood but i din't go back into the pan . I have to find some good with the bad . Hey I love my hubby he is just so supportive I couldn't have asked for a better mate Thank You God for him.Love u guys . Keep Shrinking

Well to day is my sixh day on this liquid diet i must admit to all that i am not really following it to the tee i am staying under the 800 calories a  day like i'm suppose tooand it's working haven't had any carbs or and only been eating meat when i do stay away and not lots but felt like i was about to pass out at work had to eat something but the good news through all of this is i have lost 16 lbs total since i started on monday WOOOOOOHOOOOOO. besides that nothing is too bad i have my lovely Godson tonight its always a joy to have him he is only 7 months Im I'm not sure If I've told you that i have two kids a 14 yo girl named diamond and a steve jr he is only 9 but i sure don't want ne more how about birth control i'm not on any and haven'y gotten pregnant my cycleis always 28 days away so i hope its just not in the cards but i do wanna know whats bestfor me after the surgery i want my tubes tied but i've been hearing about this permanant sloution called assure if anyone has heard anything or know anything please let me know love u guys   Keep shrinking

Yes It is true three days into this liquid diet i am 10lbs lighter or 9 lbs and some i went to dr. Jones office to day to exchange some of the stuff i have decided to just do shakes and bars thats the only thing i can stand. i got on the scale and it read 364.8 I am freaking excited can't weight (HAHA) to lose more. Today i did ok i kinda ATE THE MEAT OFF a slice of pizza i didn't eat the crust though but hey one day at a time i will get this thing down and will become a big loser

Well today is my third day on this liquid diet i must admitt it is a lot harder than i expected. i did really well my first day but last night i bit my hubby chili dog but only one bite. tonight i had a bite of his burger he tried to stop me but i insisted i felt so bad afterwards but it tasted so good.well i did start taking my vitamins today the centrum chewable they aren't bad at all reminds me of the flintstones we used to take when we were kids. oh yeah we walked to today my whole family and for us thats awesome we walked afor about two hours through the neighborhood we stopped at a cuple of friends houses along the way needed arest somewhere but we didi it thats the important thing. so i think i'll do ok with every thing i have a great support team soo many people want to be with me during my surgery that i'm afraid someone is going to have to stay home. plus  i weighed myself today and it showed i loss 10 lbs but i will weigh myself at my dr office tomorrow to see if that scale is acurate if it is then thats 10 lbs inabout 4 days can't be .......cann it  I'll let u know tomorrow