mrsrichie

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This morning I got on the scale it said 204, that a lot of weight to lose, to bad I can't see it when I look in the mirror lol.

Every time I see or smell food I feel sick it's almost like food is my enemy or something, I've been forcing myself to eat lately. Not to mention I seem to be always tired now and yes i am taking my vitamins. Sometimes I regret doing this to myself  i guess some days are better then others

It's been a little over a month since my surgery, I won't say that mentally it's been a breeze because it hasn't. I've had to change up my whole outlook on food and being in social situations with food. However this change is starting to stick in my mind and that's a good thing. People are starting to say they can see a change but funny thing is I can't... at least not yet. I can tell by how my clothes are fitting, much looser but I can't see it when I look in the mirror.

So i can't believe right before I went to surgery my computer crashes I actually had to drop my computer off the day before . I just got it back today.

Everything was smooth sailing Ohh my gosh Dr. Ramsey and PA. Mrs. Bailey and the rest off the staff ROCKS. I couldn't have asked for a better team to work on me.

Since last week I am down 17lbs I can't believe it! I'm healing great :-) emotionally I am up and down like from "why did I so this to myself , sad cause I can't really eat anything right now all the way to over the moon because I know what the end results will be.

It's real late now 1:14 in the morning I guess I better get some rest now...


More update to follow..

P.s how come you all didn't give me a headsup on the shots they give u in your stomach ....Now those things did hurt!

They (my cousins & sibs) tried to do a intervention

Didn't work though ....i don't need to be talked out of it all I need it prayer

Yup December 2nd, I can't believe it's happening so fast, first Obama wins now this!!! I'm going to give myself a heart attack ... lol I have the support of my Husband now...  but my Mother and sibs not so much. See there all thin they don't get it they think I'm crazy and they think the scale it lying to me LMFAO  They say to me "You can't be that big" because in there eyes, hell even in my eyes I don't think I look like that, but I do and I am. In the end I'm doing this for me nobody else!

I've lived my life doing for everybody for so long except myself.

It's my time now.