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I was unfilled again this week. I hate this band. I have yet to get restriction. I am hungry all of the time.  I feel like I am being slowly straved to death. Now I am on liquids for two weeks again. By pouch is dialated.  I knew it b/c my stomach was swollen. This time if it doesn't shrink he is talking more surgery. Maybe I should switch to gbp. I don't know I need help. Why can't I stop eating ?  Still trying to get under 200 hundred. I feel like such a failure.

I was afraid, but it ended up not being to bad once the nurse found the port. Met some really nice people in the waiting room. I really hope this helps my hunger

It has been one week today. Down 14 pounds. First meal a scrabled agg and a dab of cream of wheat minced together with some unflavored unjury protien. I didn't realize how much my taste buds were craving something other than shakes. I am heading back to work on tomorrow.

Surgery is over. The worst part was the gas pains. They are AWFUL. I am 4 days post op, I have no appetite at all. I have to force myself to drink my protein and water like I should. I just watch my husband eat his Sunday dinner and I wasn't the least bit moved by the food on his plate. I sat with him and sipped water.  I hope this keeps up. As of this morning 12 punds down.

This has been a quick process. I have been approved and my surgery date is 5/27.

I had my psych eval this week. it wasn't bad. It actually felt great to talk with some one who doesn't judge you. Now I am just waiting. Hopefully, it will be soon.

My  psych evaluation is next week. I am afraid, but ready to get this started. I want to be normal.  

This is the year. I have been overweight for at least 20 years. No more ! I have spoken with a surgeon and the ball is rolling. I am turning 40 in a few weeks. I am still hanging on to hope of having a baby. My husband has been soooo supportive. Scripture tells us that God will give us the desires of our hearts. It is my desire not to have to shop in the plus sizes, for people to stop telling my that I have a pretty face, and to eat like a normal person. It is my prayer that surgery will fix this.