3-29-02
All I seem to think about these days is having the surgery. I want this so much! I am so tired of lugging around all this extra baggage! Since I made the decision to do this I have been dieting. I know I will be requied to lose "X" pounds before I can have the surgery, so I figure why not start working on it now. Now this does not mean that I totally deprive myself from eating some things I love, because if I really want it, I have it. I have stopped eating sweets, and cut way back on alot of carbs. I love carbs! That is one of the hardest things for me. I joined a local gym here and am very happy with my decision to do so. I have not been in the last two weeks tho as I overdid and my left knee really gave me fits for over a week. I have Osteoarthritis and have had Physical Therapy to strengthen the knee muscles. I knew better than to have the weight as much as I did (the trainer helped me and DID ask if it was too much) I said no, as it did not feel bad. My muscles were never sore to the point that I couldn't move or walk. BUT...I KNOW BETTER! For me, it has LESS WEIGHT, MORE REPS! Lesson well learned. I am going to go to the gym tomorrow after I get thru working OT (its inventory time) I have also lost 10 lbs! WOO-HOO! :) It is time for me to finally take control over my life. I have spent HOURS reading, learning, searching this web site for more info. If any of you have ever seen the movie "Short Circuit" well...I feel like Johnny Five...INPUT, NEED INPUT! *S* The more you know, the better off you are. Well, I will post more after the meeting on Tuesday. I can hardly wait!!!