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 i cant say today is actually better but less crying well maybe not i forgot i had surgery and sat right up first thing in the morning and boy did that shit hurt plus i had stopped taking my pain meds.  then i got really bad cramps i think its gas or constipation not sure cause i have diarrhea when i do go but the cramps go away and come back so i drank apple juice and maybe tomorrow  get some of those gas x strips.  I'm doing OK with the liquids i cant f n stand all this broth I'm cool with the jello and Popsicles though. my sister left for the weekend and my kids are back my husband is home from work so we will see what happens they stressed me out already today. o and today is week one post op  i took an ugly bathroom pic  of me so many people on here have nice week 1 pics but i don't feel up to getting dressed or doing my hair yet at least my sister combed  the naps out and that hurt but now i got me a old lady cap and I'm good ha ha! anyways so i took the pic to remember week 1 the good news is i lost a total of 15lbs which is GREAT!!! So we will see what next week brings i cant wait to drive again I'm ready to blow this joint!! sike i went to family dollar and was tore up! I'm chilin now see ya soon

 today sucked i argued with my husband and my sister was not very understanding.  it is so hard to be on liquids i just don't know what to do i feel better now that i am on my oh site but all day was bad. just feeling like crap cause i cant eat real food and its all around me i am really not hungry which i thank god for that but my brain is messing with me i feel sad hopefully tomorrow will be better.  i had a great day with my kids so i should be thank full I'm still mad at my husband though i have a problem holding a grudge o well when i decided to get this surgery i decided to start putting myself first which i never did before so that's what I'm doing if others don't like it then o well f em o and i lost another pound so I'm down 12lbs in 6 days that feels good so see ya soon thanks

 Well its been 5 days post op and a lot has happened so ill start from the beginning.  my Internet was off so i could not get on to my site for a while now so before i knew it, it was wed the day before my surgery and i had a dentist apt  for the molding to get a root canal but don't u know i get there and the tooth was broke and they could not save it so it needed to be pulled well i had already called the surge office about getting Novocaine and they where worried about whether there was a infection and well there was a small amount but if i had the tooth removed that day the dentist believed it was safe for surge so i had tooth removed NOT FUN!!  i waited for about an hour for the surge to decide whether to cancel my surge or not but they left it up to me and i wanted to continue and we did so here i am o and during the surge they found a hernia and that took time to take care of plus an extra incision but everything went well  boy i was in pain when i woke up in pa cu o my god it was pain full.  it got better once they gave me my PCA but they took it away the next day and i was OK with that cause all i did was sleep but the liquid was not doing the job for 4hrs so i had to ask for something else in between time they gave me a hard time about and the stuff they gave me didn't do anything for pain just knocked me out some more day 3 was a lot better i came home and was able to walk a lot faster and felt better.  I'm doing OK now i feel great still taking pain meds just not as often.  its hard to get all those liquids in but I'm getting better mentally I'm hungry for real food but other than that I'm fine I've lost 11lbs so far that's great right??? well last night the diarrhea started it been ruff but i think that's part of the process i just take it one bathroom break at a time i have wipes and if really bad more showers!! well my stomach is bubbling so i guess I'll go now see ya soon it feel great i guess I'm on the other side on the losers bench!!!!!!!!

 well not too much to say i went for my physical yesterday and to get my blood work but they dont do type and
crosses at my doc office so ill have to go to the hosp probally monday i have car issues so cant go today
i hope that is ok cause my surgery is thursday.  i cant wait for this surgery i really hope im not in a lot of pain
i plan on taking all my med so we will see mothers day is sunday i might have a barbacue u know one last 
feast before the big day u think its ok to have some drinks??  i have to work monday and tuesday and then
wed ill start getting everything together in my house my sister and mother in law are gonna help me get 
kids clothing together and help after surgery i really love this site i think it helps me stay calm about this 
whole process im like addicted to this site after work im on all night. my job is so stressfull right now im 
not sure if thats helping me not have to think about the surgery  but im just so stressed i feel like i dont 
need this shit in my life right now but nobody at work knows so its kinda hard so anyways ill post again before
surgery so talk to ya soon!!!

 well its 2 weeks till the date its gettin closer i cant wait but i still have to get my physical and blood work
done first but no more meds and i told myself i would get back on my diet at 2 wks we will see.  my job is 
really stressfull right now we are switching to e record and its crazy im just really stressed about everything
i just want to get my surgery so i can rest and get better o and lose weight !!! see ya soon

 yeah i am so happy i was finally able to upload my pics i worried i would never be able to show my before 
and after pics i really love this place for that so that i can look back at all i accomplish throughout this journey
i talked to my boss today about the surgery and not telling anyone we will see how that goes i read a lot of 
stories on here i guess ill be ready to tell everyone afterwards when its over thanks again to everyone here!

 April 27,2010
                    I'm not sure if it has sunk in yet that im actully getting surgery guess its still to far away im surprised im not all nervous but i dont want to be so im trying to remain calm its Tuesday night and Saturday will make 2 weeks till date i have 10 more days of work so i have to stay focused and i still have to take care of kids and home i still have to go get my physical and labs plus fill out short term disability papers for work not sure if i should get vit and protein now or not.  I have been off my diet for a while i need to get back on soon prob on sat i pray everything goes well i really am leaving it up to GOD for everything !
see ya soon.

 April 24, 10
 not sure if im doing this right but its a couple days closer to the date and well the other night my husband made me 
feel bad kinda cause sometimes i feel like a quitter like i should try to lose the weight with diet and exercise which i 
have done but it didnt work i dont know how people will think of me i guess or if i can handle never eating bad things 
again just feelin kinda weird right now.