missys_missing
Hi ---im 34 im a fat mother of 4 beautiful children and im defintly ready for a change in my life i am tierd of being a fat misreble parent who is ashamed to participate in my childrens activitys my kids love me for me but it really hurts when they come home and say there friends said i was a fat lady-----i wonder do my kids feel this way too? well i am so excited i qualify for surgery because i desire my life to be normal i want to play with my kids and go places with my kids with out people laughing at me or beind my back or to my children---i will write more later on----------------cya july 6 07--------------------i went 2 my pre op testing july 10 wasnt to bad actually went pretty quickly i had labs-chest xray + ugi they make u drink some really thick nasty chalky stuff + ten ekg + some pulmonary breathing test then had 3 hours to await to see dr brooks so we found a old country buffet down the road and sat there and ate and i told my friend geeeze i feel like i gainned 20lbs from eating well guess what when i saw dr brooks they weighed me at 250 omggggggg i was only 234 last month i really did gain 20lbs but not from eating lunch lol well im going to watch what i eat before my surgery date aug 8 i dont wanna gain no more cuz that just means thats more ill need to lose after surgery ------------------my pre op class is july 12 --that'll be a long day----------omy well aug 8 is coming quicker then seems well im ready today is aug 6 so im defintly ready ~~~~~~~
