missdei07
I am a 24 year old young lady who can't remember ever being smaller than a 16 and I was that in middle school. I have always been one to have low self esteem and believe others were better than me because they were smaller.
I'm older now and have grown to believe in myself. I was doing really well last year and through diet, exercise and happiness got myself down from a 22 to a 20 (sometimes 18) which on my tall frame isnt that bad (I am 6'2" tall) but then I went through a rough time and a period of depression...and somehow gained about 55 lbs.
I decided in March of this year that I would have gastric bypass surgery. It's now May and I have gone through all of the steps, taken all of the tests and am just waiting for insurance approval. I have been reading the Secret and believe that I can attract a new life starting with this surgery....
