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Hey there... just checking in. All is well and I am moving right along. Down about 90 lbs so far. Kinda scared of food right now. I can eat what ever I want now but just not as much as before. I use an app on my cell called *Loseit* I will post a few pics so far... thanks for listening, see-ya!

Hey there, it's been over a week since surgery and the pain has gotten better. I am having a hard time finding things to eat that after the 2nd time it doesn't make me gag. If I never drank a nother drop of CHICKIN BROTH it will be too soon!!! I'm up to 8oz of liquid at each sitting. All in all things are going well. I see the Dr. on Wednesday so I will keep ya posted. See-ya!

I got my surgery date... 12/22/11 God is good!!!

I went to lunch with "him" today. The same "him" that went with me to my 1st support group meeting. He ask me when will I give him the list of dates and times for everything. He also wanted to warn me that he may seem really clingy when I get out of surgery. Said he can't help but to worry. At times I think this may be a little much for him, but he assures me that it is not. {side note: I am really going to miss Jamaican food!} Well until we speak again...see-ya!

I was sitting at home today and a thought crossed my mind... "what if I loose some friends after this surgery?" I mean really... what if they don't want to be my friend any longer? A few come to mind that may have an "issue" with the new me but there is one that I can put money on, will stop answering my calls. Sad huh... well her behavior has really changed in the last year of me researching the surgery. She is an exercises junkie {I mean that in a good junkie way} She is beautiful, she has a great body {she does not think so} we use to talk all the time but now when and if we do talk, she keeps asking if I'm "really" going to do it. When I say yes, she gets this look on her face. OK, fast forward to yesterday. We were talking and the surgery came up again. After the regular questions she said how she really feels... "your cheating" CHEATING? Really? Well after that statement I found a reason to get off the phone. That kinda hurt my feelings! She of all people should have my back... I thought. {friends for over 10 yrs} I am so happy that she is not in my support system. {my 2 bff of 26yrs and my guy!} I'm not sure what I am going to do or say to her the next time we talk but I will have to tell her how what she said made me feel. Well until the next time, see-ya!

My crazy appointment was changed to 07/07/11 because my Dr. had had a family emergency out of state. I am so ready to get this done. I know it takes time but dang...

The temp today is 98... isn't that aginst the law some where??? I think all of me is sticking to all of me! It's days like this that I just don't want to move. It is so unconfortable to be this size and be hot. My girlfriends are at the beach and mad at me for not going... WHATEVER! I am not ready for the beach just yet. No it's not my body or the heat... it's the fact that I now get totally winded just walking a short distance. So not cool! I think this is one of the things that really pushed me to have this surgery. I love to hang out with my godchildren and run and play, but at this weight (I still can't believe I put it on here) it's hard to keep up. I still haven't told them about the surgery. I'm not sure if they will understand. Understand that i'm not doing this beacuse I don't love myself, but because I DO love myself... Well, i'm out. See-ya!

I got my letter of approval to see the crazy doctor... (OK, I know I'm touched but if you want somebody else to confirm... OK) I also found out that my dad is informing the ENTIRE family of my pending surgery. Not sure how I feel about that. I'm a very private person ( as I blog my beeswax...lol) Well at the least he does seem happy about it. He understands that I will be happier and healthier because of it. Until next time... see-ya! 

Hey there. Well I had my first (of six) support meeting last night. Only talked about 3 or 4 subjects but it was a start. A lot of great info. We talked about dumping. Now I was told at one time, that it was when you vomit. Last night they said it was A LOT more than that. Oh My! If some of you have any info on dumping and the sleeve please chime in.  I am so ready to do this. (G-Sleeve) I want to be so much more active. I'm 40 but I feel 25 or so... lol My Dr. ask me to loose 20 lbs. Shoot that's just water weight for me. Oh I met some really nice people last night. It was like a breath of fresh air to talk with people just like me. I can't wait until the next meeting. Until I think of something else to talk about... see-ya!