mintskittles

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Wow, I can't believe only about 3 more weeks until I have my surgery. I cant really wait! Reading other peoples posts make me feel even more excited about having the surgery and what is going to change after it.  yeahhhhhh

So I don't know what it is about people that I am just starting to realize that they suck...I feel that I go out of my way to help people around me, make sure they are okay and take care of those that I love..well now that I am getting older I am realizing that people don't that stuff back. I know my weight is an issue and it makes me feel somewhat less then some of my friends---does that even make sense? That some part of me feels alittle less cooler because I could never rock the clothes they did, or have guys swarming over me, I dont know what I am saying. Actually this post probably makes no sense whatsoever, but it helps just writing. So basically one of my "best" friends that I told about the surgery is hardly talking to me now, and I cant help but to feel that she is kinda jealous. She is older, but at work I have a higher position then her, I have two degrees and she is just finishing her first one, she has to mention this to me on a daily basis. I never thought it was issue and I think she is a brillant person who has so much going for herself, but lately she has been ignoring me, she also has a weight issue, and when I told her about my surgery she was like oh I would never do that, well you have issues like hypothryoidism, and pcos, and insulin issues, so it was weird. I was like ok cool, she understands why I am getting it done, well now she doenst even want to talk to me, and part of me is kinda sad, but another part of me is like you know what screw you. Haters will be just that haters.....I wonder if anyone else started to lose friends because of their weight loss???

Hi all,

I wanted to say thanks to everyone who has their profiles up. It totally helped me with so much research and just getting the guts and doing something for myself. 

I am scheduled to have surgery on November 21st--yes who does that right before Thanksgiving! I figure if I am going to do it, lets pick the worse possible time frame :)  I actually got approved after my first appeal to the insurance company, and found out in August while I was away that I was approved. I decided to do the surgery in November because it would be less stressful at work. I work in education and doing things in the beginning of the school year or in the middle is just chaos!

Will write more later :)