MindyGirl
My whole life I have had a weight problem. When I really started putting it on was when I was in 10 grade and I went to live with my sister and I helped take care of her baby. I was home a lot with a baby all I did was eat out of boredom. I have always had a eating disorder I eat when I am sad, I eat when I am mad, I eat when I am happy, I just love to eat. But it is different with me, I can be eating lunch thinking what am I gonna have for dinner. I would hide my food so noone else could eat it when I was not there. I could set there and eat till I feel like I am gonna throw up, but instead just pass out for 2 hours. This went on most of my teenage life and into my adult life. I met my husband and I was in a size 22 pants. We had 2 girls and moved up north away from our family. away from our family doctor, everyone. I am now a size 26 and out growning them and my girls are more active now that they are growing up and I can't keep up with them. I feel like when I am not at work I hide inside my house so no one will look at me and point fingers. I had a friend that had the RNY and I saw how she looks now and I knew I wanted it. So I went to the doctors in March of 2010 and now have my surgery date set and now I just have to get there, I am a little scared but I have to do this for my girls. my husband and most of all me... God please be with me and walk me through this♥
