millamename
I guess I could come on here and complain about the troubled childhood that led me into a rebellious teenager drinking and drugging excessively and continued onto young adulthood but where would that get me. I eat when I am happy, when I am sad, and a lot of the time on auto-pilot. I have gone to therapy, OA, WW, etc. to try to figure out what it is that makes me eat the way I do. Still can't pinpoint it after all this time and failed attempt after failed attempt. So I have come to this site for help and guidance and support and am looking forward to a new life. Maybe there is someone on here that can help me out and relate to why we do what we do and how to stop it before it stops us.
I am not happy like I used to be, I find myself very angry most of the time and I go from 0 to 60 in seconds and that is not how I want to live and that is not how I deserve to live. I am a very good person and I take care of people- now I just have to turn that innate need to help people onto myself so that I can reap the benefits now. I have two beautiful kids who keep me running all the time and I love that- just want to be able to keep up!! They need me healthy just as much as I need to be healthy. Let's do this!!
