so many changes

Oct 02, 2012

well to this day i have now battled cancer and come up with it again in my lungs. found my 8 year relationship in the toilet and now it's time to move on....crazy how loosing weight makes another person go crazy right.
does this happen often?
owell i guess it wasnt ment to be me and my boys are moving bck home to idaho now to be with family better off this way. i gained some weight back but only 18 pounds till im 120 so im ok. hope everyone is ok!
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size 2 but others tell me i'm to thin now...

Nov 17, 2010

So i'm down to a size 2 now can even wear a 1 in a dress but now everyone is telling me i am to skinny it's like make up your mind people first i get told im a monster cuz im fat and now people call me a crack whore....this world is way to full of judgemental jerks i went threw alot to loose that weight and still have issues because of it i wish i could get on tv and tell people to shut the H up because unless they have been where i have they have no idea at all....

it is pretty cool to walk in a room and hear people say wow shes pretty rather then omg look at how big that girl is....
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Things are good!

Aug 19, 2010

today is August 19th 2010 almosy 2 yers out!
I've been doing so well I have hit a size 3 to a 4 depending on the close it is so aswome to actually get to wear the cute stuff...I went to the store and i got new Wranglers i wear a 5 in those of corse the run smaller but never in my life have i ever had people so happy to help me find what i wanted...nomore nasty comments and all the people who use to make fun of me are just amazed at my difference...I have to say to it is so nice to have my ex want a chance again with me and tell him heck no because i'm with someone who loved for me not what i looked like...he left me because I was to fat he said so i love it...
the only down side to this new life is that there are men that never would have given me the time a day and now they try all the time it does bother me a little what was so wrong with me then i wasn't a monster....
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I did it!

Feb 21, 2010

Well I am Now 135 like the doc wanted and have gone from a size 26 to a size 4 I never thought i would be this small Wow!
Still getting use to hearing words like tiny or little just seems like a dream!
I must say now that I am feeling better and things are going better I wouldn't change a thing would have done it all over againTHANK YOU DOC KORN!
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Got Reengaged for christmas

Jan 16, 2010

I got enganged to the same guy again on christmas i tried on my old dress and it was way to big so i went and looked at new ones today and i found the perfect one! so pretty never thought i would ever wear a size 8 dress ive always been an 18 or bigger so nice I had guys telling me my fiance was a lucky guy...lol made me feel good!
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Down 129 7 left to go

Dec 27, 2009

So I am down 129 pounds since feb 17 of 2009 this year yes. no access skin or anything really. I do have one massive issue my issue of corse.
My Boobs are gone it seems do people just have them done or did they not loose them like me...I hate that one thing but I am alot more healthy so thats the best thing....
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Down 90 pounds

Aug 03, 2009

ok so i am down 90 pounds now and i am trying to figur out how to put photos in the file of photos of me to do the before and after deal i have no clue anyone know at all???

I can do it for my albums but it doesn't give me the option to download photos for that area why am i having a hard time?
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So happy !

May 29, 2009

I am now at 63 pounds down .
I am now looking for a new job to do child care.
I can actually walk and do things with out getting so tired and sore.
Truley amazing for a person who had a hard time!
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I am down 52 pounds as of today 5-2-2009

May 02, 2009

 I am down 52 pounds i got wieghed today at the doc's because of being sick but i was suprised when i stepped on the scale im below what i was when i got pregnant with my youngest now.
I't has been hard for me because i learned i am use to eating whatever whenever and with me only eating tuna most the time and watching and smelling the Mcdonalds or whatever the kids get when there father goes out to eat makes me break down. i don't eat it of corse cuz i know what will happen but it's so hard to smell that and not want it to. i have had a few cries because of it but i will deal with it. after all half the time i don't like anything that does sound good anymore. I defently am looking forward to the last 54 coming off.
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Ive lost 30 pounds since feb 17th

Mar 31, 2009

So ive lost 30 pounds since feb 17 im so happy but still want more to come off...it's very hard to find something to eat anymore though. i tried a hard boiled egg and threw it up..yuck...so i gotta figure out what i can and what i can't eat again. praying that things will get easier on me..tired of being so tired to.
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