mi11icent
I figure that there are two kinds of big girls in the world, the first is the one who once was skinny and now is heavy and can only remember the past of what it would be like to get back to that place. Mine is the opposite. I can't remember a time of being skinny, even as a child. When I was three, I was at a McDonald's sponsored show at teh local fair in New England. Ronald McDonald asked my to come up on stage. I pointed to myself in disbelief, and he said "yeah you, the chubby one!"
Strangely, my weight never kept me from anything that I loved. I was popular in high school and college, I always had a boyfriend and was even engaged a few times, and always dressed in the latest style, of course paying way too much for clothes. Throughout my twenties, I was living the life, never thinking about my health. To this day I am very healthy, but I have met the man of my dreams and want to live a long and happy life with him. I may not be unhealthy now, but unhealthy will have that check in the mail soon unless I do something. I have always hovered around 290, and I am tired of working out tirelessly every night and not getting below 270, or letting it all go to hell and getting up to 310. I need surgical help.
I wonder what life will be like when I'm skinnier. What new adventures will I be able to do that I can't even fathom now? Perhaps a trip to Europe? A two peice bathingsuit? maybe even a modeling shoot? Who knows! And that is the most exciting part!
