melissa777
I am 31 years old but I feel like I'm forty. I feel I am a beautiful person inside I just want to feel that way about me on the outside. I have a heart of gold and love everyone, I am trying right now to get the sugery so I can feel like I am something worth looking at. I am so tired of people looking at me and thinking omg she is fat, most of all I am tired of thinking that. I have a family history of Obesity and I am hoping to change it for not only myself but my daughter too. I am waiting to get approval for the surgery so in the mean time I am going to try one last time on my own because I don't know if I am going to get approved. You know you would think if I could quit smoking after 16 years and going on 5 months of being clean I can lose weight! So I am not only looking for great friends but I am also looking for people that will try and help motivate me and give me ideas to at least get me going until I get a decision on the surgery!
