mblove
August 19th, 2007
Aug 18, 2007
Well...it's Sunday and it's my last day before I go on vacation. I'm not really doing anything...just taking some time off. I almost wish that I could take some time off from my life. Things have just not been right between Paul and I for a long time...probably since the day that we got married. He changed a lot. With his changes, I have become more and more depressed and I eat more than I should. This worries me. I went through so much to have this surgery and now I am heading right back down that road again...I don't know if I have what it takes to get back on track again.