marymeghan16

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well its been a while i am doing great!! i am 14 months post op!! i am down 138 lbs!! that makes me 164lbs!!  crazy!! i am so happy and healthy. i feel wonderful. im eating right even though i really dont eat much but protein pudding and shakes. i work out regularly which always makes me feel better afterwards even though i take for ever to get there everyday. i have a boyfriend which is a whole new world for me.im much more comfortable and confident in my self. i could never do what i am doing now 14 months ago. i have a whole new life but not a day goes by that i dont think about how i was before. well i gotta run

I am down 122 pounds!! fricking crazy!! I now weigh 180lbs!! so wild the last time i weighed 180 lbs i was in the 4th grade! i feel like a real girl. when your heavy you really miss out on so much. being 300 pounds really takes away ones ability to be girlie. Not to be shallow but it rocks wearing shorts skirts and feeling cute. lol well i i am doing great! working out everyday trying to keep it creative. sometimes it kills my soul but i still do it! trying to keep my protein in take high! its so weird seeing photos of me when im heavier i dont really know how it makes me feel. i know i was happy in a different way then. i could never imagined this life for me then. i cant beliee this self was buried deep inside of me!! i am so glad i had the surgery!! i gotta run homework!

so I am 6 months post op currently! i am feeling and doing really well! I am down 108! I i have never been this small! i feel like i could wake up at any moment  from this wonderful dream and suddenly be huge! That would be awful! There is so much hard work that goes into it though! I now realize that i am the only one reponsible for my eating and physical activity habits! no one is going to work out for me! just because everyone else is eating unhealthy it doesnt mean i should feel envious! everyone is diffrent and we all struggle with our own issues. I am going to start back up at school in the fall which i feel good about. I always felt vey ucomfortable walking around at school! It would be so hot out and you would have to walk such far distances! now i am like bring it on it the walk will only help me lose more weight! lol well ive gotta run!

I can't believe it!  I am down 100lbs! i feel great!