Martie_d
In the beginning.................September 22, 2007
Sep 22, 2007
Hello there. I have been reading in a variety of places how helpful it is to journal this process and keep thinking to myself "I need to buy a damn journal". Well, since that hasn't happened, I thought I could start here and share the good and bad with any who are interested or somehow stumble upon this page...............
I am currently 42, in a relationship and have two kids, my son who is 22 and my daughter who is 16. I have a history that screams of diversity and strangeness and at one time thought I would put it on paper, but there are too many other people out there with the same idea and more skills than I, so my story has been told again and again........Ahhhh, such is life. I have been wandering in some fashion or another for many years and have currently stopped here for another part of my journey. I'm a month out from surgery and while there is some anxiety, there is way more excitement. I totally believe that I have not made it this far in my life for it to be all over now!!!!!!! I do continue to have an instant gratification issue, and am chomping at the bit to get moving, however, also understand within myself that everything happens in the time it is supposed to and I'm not always flying the plane....................But can we land the plane, damnit!!!!!!!
At this time, I am grateful for this website and all the people that I can share this process with. I have learned that there are so many in my life who are clueless and truly rely on the good nature and good will of the others here. Thank you so much for being part of this journey.
I am currently 42, in a relationship and have two kids, my son who is 22 and my daughter who is 16. I have a history that screams of diversity and strangeness and at one time thought I would put it on paper, but there are too many other people out there with the same idea and more skills than I, so my story has been told again and again........Ahhhh, such is life. I have been wandering in some fashion or another for many years and have currently stopped here for another part of my journey. I'm a month out from surgery and while there is some anxiety, there is way more excitement. I totally believe that I have not made it this far in my life for it to be all over now!!!!!!! I do continue to have an instant gratification issue, and am chomping at the bit to get moving, however, also understand within myself that everything happens in the time it is supposed to and I'm not always flying the plane....................But can we land the plane, damnit!!!!!!!
At this time, I am grateful for this website and all the people that I can share this process with. I have learned that there are so many in my life who are clueless and truly rely on the good nature and good will of the others here. Thank you so much for being part of this journey.
