Marilyth
Just Starting
May 29, 2009
I feel ill, and want to cry. I made the appointments for the educational sessions required before seeing a PA, Nutritionist, Dietician, and the Surgeon. I'm scared that my bf is not going to support me, and continue to press me on the "natural" way to lose weight. I've been doing that for over 10 years now, and it's obviously not enough. I worked with personal trainers last year for over 8 months, and lost 10 lbs in 8 months!! Ridiculous!!!!I'm beginning to gain weight again. Probably because of depression and emotional eating. I did mention it to my therapist, but did not go into detail. I simply cannot continue on this path of unhappiness and dependence on food. It HAS to stop.
I am going to do this for my health, and for me. It is my life. It is my body. It is my choice.
