mand12
My story well lets see where to begin... when I was born that started my issues with wieght.. I was born at 3 lbs 2 oz yes I was born early. well that was my skinniest wieght ever hahaha. well in high school I played sports and was average 120-140 through out high school met my husband the year I graduated high school and started the road to largeness. when we got married I was 180- and had my first child I gained a lovely 70 lbs and neer lost it only the 9lbs 12 that she was.( so much for water wieght). Second daughter followed plus 20 more pounds bringing me to like 280 and 2 years ago i got the courage to walk into a wieght loss program and was 320 pounds.
I have tried diet pills such as meridia( made my heart race ended up in hospital) Allie when you had to have a rx gave me terrible pains. no matter what I tryed it always seems to fail but lack of effort. Those 2 years ago I managed in like 10 months to loose 68 pounds with diet and excersise (treadmill) and this year I started to creep it back on slowly. Then I get discouraged. I have a great support team and family. My husband says what Ever I decide he will support me. I feel likethis is my last chance to see my children grow up and to see grandchildren (in 20 years). MY wieght issues hold me back from so much in life and I an tired of missing out.
Right know I feel like a cacooned butterfly waiting to spread my wings. I am tired of being scared of the world and not living because of my wieght. God Wiling I will get the Lap Band and start folowing my dreams.
