luv_cyd
Hello OH Family my name is Cydney and I finally making the first step to getting the RNY surgery. It has been a journey for me. I have been reading OH Blogs for about four years know. I'm so happy I'm making this decision. Growing up I was always skinny when I was in the seventh grade I was 105 lbs. I started to gain weight when I was in high school, but not to much. In 1994 I relocated to ATL and I noticed that I was gaining alot of weight... I guess I was eating good 
but any ways I started working out and i lost alittle weight and I decided to move back home to be with my best friend. At this time my clothing size was 9/10 that was my best size ever... shortly after my move back home I met the love of my life, when I met him I knew he was the one I wanted to be with, a year later I was having a baby 
yes my little angel! Everything was fine for a month or two I was in a size 12 and I was okay with it. Next thing I knew I was a size 18 and I was like Ooooohhhhh NO!!!! what happened! It seem like I gained weight over night.... Three years later I had another little angel I was like okay, I'm going to start working out for real. Four months later I had the shock of my life my love of my life was not being faithful 
like I was to him and I found out I was with child again, I was sooooo sad. I was so depressed I didn't know what to do... If I could I would have walked off the earth
But I couldn't I had two beautiful boys and one more on the way, I was like no I have to be here for my babies. Nine months later I had a baby girl and I was so happy to have her. One year later My love of my life got back together and everything was all good. Now... my little girl will be eight years old in a few months and my two boy are twelve and nine. My kids dad and I are still together and everything is really good. I feel that my kids are older now and I need to take some time out for me, I told my family that 2010 is about me "ALL ABOUT ME" and the first thing is get my weight in order, so when I see myself in the mirror I see Cydney not the lady I have been seeing in the past ten years. I want to throw away my size 22 jeans and buy some jeans that's a size 10
Well I have told my story so hopefully I can make some new friends on here. I will keep my OH family posted.
