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This is something I will always work at all my life I know this is not an easy way out ~I do know it is a new beginning and I am the only one that can see it through~
My name is Theresa Tracy I am 43 years young and I had the gastric bypass surgery June 22 2005, This is one step I took that I will never regret ,This is the first step for the rest of my life and It has been a learning experience,I am at my goal weight after one year out and I am wearing Jr. Miss and loving it!
There are certain foods that bother me some milk products I tend to have a problem with but I work through it and accept the things that I cannot change and go on I knew the outcome's that might occur before I had the surgery!
I researched this paticular surgery for a year before I went ahead with it,So I had a good Idea of what was to be expected!!!I WAS ALWAYS HEAVY I DID SOMETHING ABOUT IT AND NOW IT'S UP FROM HERE!!! NOW I AM INTO THE WORLD OF PLASTIC SURGERY IN WHICH WILL BE IN JUNE FOR MY TUMMY TUCK!! LOVE AND LUCK ALWAYS! THERESA
February 04 2007,
It has been a mad house around here ,my son Thomas has a number of disabilities and for the third time my husband and i had to take him up to Brylin Hospital in Buffalo that was so hard to do I am heart broken about it . I miss him but I know that this is the best place for him.
Thomas misses home he is only 10 years of age and even though we have been through this twice before each time it is like the first time never easy .It wears on emotions and well being but I have always looked after my kids interest because that is a job I am very good at .I am awaiting a call from Thomas he was eating breakfast when I called before I call and talk to him every day.He is on alot of medications to help him but unfortunately none of them are working for him so hopefully this will get him on the right track ounce again!
April 26~2007
Alot has happened I had a birthday April 1st ,Turned 44 years young Thomas returned home after a week in the brylin hospital and he is doing good I take it one day at a time that is all a person can do when you have a child with disabilties, I started back to work but now I am off work for the summer I am trying to start a home business it will be better with Thomas all the way around . If it is meant to be it will happen!My DH is going to retire in another year or two and so know we are trying to sell our house so when the time comes we can move back home again closer to our Family.
We want to live out in the country ,buy a house on one or two acres of land.We have our dreams!
MAY~3~2007
I painted my bathroom yesturday ,There is so much i want to accomplish and i know i will do it in time,I am not very patient at times this being one of them!
This weekend dh will be helping me,I feel like rearanging the furniture,and of course paint, which i love to paint i really enjoy it.I love how nice everything looks after the fact.this morning i am sipping on coffee and thinking about what to do next maybe i will just relax today,there is always tommorow!! God Bless ~Theresa~
~May 8~2007,
I am doing good ,trying to get out and do my walking,I take my dog sugar out she is a border collie and loves to walk ,she is my inspiration.It is a beautiful day here in lockhaven the sun is shining and it is around 70 degrees out,It is calm up here on the mountain ,peaceful,we have 10 acres of land I will miss it some because it is quiet ,but as long as we are a family ,we will have a home,even when it was me and the kids we were a family my kids are my future,I am one of them sentimental moms who is there for her kids,hurt"s when the kids hurt and would do anything to make her kid"s get through life In the best way possible ,it"s tougher today then it was when i grew up,My mom passed away when i was 14 too young ,but she was wonderful and so loving I am thankful for the time i had ,I want to be like her.
We have our issues like all parent"s but my life without them i could not imagine!
~May 10 2007~
This mornin it is a bit dreary out ,it has been raining out for most of the mornin. I have had a good mornin ,so far I had bluberry yougurt and a small banana and having my coffee.
I am planning supper since DH is home after 3 day"s i am gonna make a steak dinner and some corn on the cobb and some baked potato! Sound 's like a good supper.
I alway"s try to make good mealsand sensible although i do like my goody"s lol!!I am kind of blahh but try to stay upbeat!!!
~May 20 2007~
It was a good weekend we got some of our yard work done and i am making headway in my kitchen ,I am pleased .
There is so much to do ,well it will get there ,rome was not built in a day!I have gotton moment's where i get so down i guess we all have these day's lately it has been more so,I have done some positive moves's to help eliminate the depression,
1} I quit all contact with my one friend ,everytime i would talk with her she would depress me,she was never encouraging,it was alway's about her,she would say thing's that were very hurtful to me and i could not take it anymore! there are alot of issues that have happened ,i could write a book this is not the only isolated incident!
2}I am trying to think positive thought's we have had alot of issues ,financial being a big one and i left it in the lord's hand's because frankly i cannot deal with it anymore! when my husband had his triple heart bypass this last year it really hurt us financially since he is the main bread winner in the family ,then i got sick ,ended up in the hospital in intensive care for a week and had to leave my work ,and then my son Thomas ended up in brylin mental health for a time it was a week but it was a horrible week!and you know the stinky part no one cares about how you pay them they just want the money,well they are all getting there money maybe not all at ounce but in time!
So God be with us if we ever needed you then we need you even more know.
May 04,2007
I am keeping my head up the best i know how to these day"s
We had a good weekend Poor breanna had the flu on sunday ran a high fever so she recieved clear liquid's and all the popsicles she could eat, she went to school today ,they are going to see shrek3 and she did not want to miss it!!!! she is feeling ok so i let her go to school!!!!
cannot keep a good girl down!!!!!
JULY 29,2007
Wow it has been awhile since I have been writing,alot has happened we have moved down in the outskirt's of town in lockhaven,I like the house we moved into with a few exception's but we can adjust,this is only temporary ,we are planning on moving to kentucky when dh retires we are already looking into it,we were thinking about moving closer to our family,not' what family they are never there for you or too busy so we are going our own way,which is a positive move!
We are stressed here and there but we keep going knowing that there are some good to go with the bad!!!!!!
SEPTEMBER 20,2007
I HAVE SOME CHALLENGES COMING MY WAY,I START MY CNA TRAINING COURSE ON MONDAY SEPTEMBER 24TH,I AM NERVOUS BUT I AM PROBABLY NOT THE ONLY ONE!
THE KIDS ARE DOING GOOD IN SCHOOL ,IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE MY NICKY IS A SENIOR THIS YEAR,TIME GOES BY SO QUICKLY.I MYSELF AM SURVIVING HOPING FOR BETTER DAYS TO HEAD OUR WAY I KNOE IT WILL NOT HAPPEN OVER NIGHT,I AM TAKING MEASURES TO CORRECT AND MAKE BETTER.
WE HAVE HAD A YEAR OF CRAP AND I AM TIRED OF IT,WE SURE AS HELL DO NOT DESERVE IT AT ALL,I AM EVEN TRYING TO GET COUNSELING THROUGH OUR PASTOR NO LUCK THERE,RIDICULOUS I SAY!
YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO TALK TO YOUR PASTOR IF ANYONE,WE SHALL SEE WHAT HAPPENS'
