sad

May 14, 2010

OK WHY is it that people feel the need to make you feel worse than you already feel????  I am in back pain now for about two months.  my holster hips hurt like hell now when I sleep on my side so i can't do that.  My back hurts when I sleep on my back or stomache.  so what the hell am I supposed to do??? I am running on about a possible three hours of sleep each night.  When I just can't take it anymore I take a sleeping pill and sleep for hours, but wake up in so much pain... I thought I would get better with the surgery not worse.. The excess skin pulls me down and my back hurts cause of it.  Boy I hate myself for having let me get to this point.  I am ashamed. 
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a year later

Jul 26, 2009

Ok everyone.... It's been a year now, and I feel great..... I have lost a total of 137lbs sooooo far.  I still have a long way to go....Yes I have so much more energy, stamina and are able to do so many things I couldn't before.... I got injured in April so I had not been able to exercise, but that has changed... My new Long term goal is to get to 250 next year.....For those of you thinkin of taking this journey,,,, GO FOR IT.  It is hard and sometimes you say what the hell did I do this for..... Well you are doing it to LIVE AGAIN..... It is so worth it.... I wish you luck in your journey and may God be with you all.
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A new me

Feb 15, 2009

I am working very hard in this journey and yes there are ups and downs.  There are days I am soooooooooo tired of the little I eat, but then I remember this is good for me.  I want to smoke but I can't ..... Stress is bad, but I just picture myself in the future and looking hot and sexy.... and its worth it.  And most of all I see myself sitting on  my front porch looking at my future grandkids and it is all worth the pain and stress..... Love ya.ll  Keep up the good slow work...
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what i left in 2008

Jan 12, 2009

Yeah  Happy New Year to all.  I am so happy I have left something in 2008 that I don't want back.  I left 100pounds.  I am now on my journey to loose at least another 100 by May 29th for my son's Graduation.  I want to be one hot mama.....lol   Wish me luck
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weight loss

Dec 02, 2008

Yeah I am loosing the weight.  I am now at 392.  yes I am 12 pounds away from 100 pounds lost.

Eight days later

Aug 02, 2008

Okay everyone I am doing good.  Walking around getting in trouble.  I am still not too hungry but thristy as heck.  Ice and water.......    I went in for removal of my staples and I lost 34 pounds .  I was also taken off my diabetic meds.... YEAHHHHHHH   Happy I can fly...

Huricane Dolly

Jul 24, 2008

Thanks to the visit from Dolly I have been rescheduled for the 25th still happy but now more axtious....

I'm soooooooooooooo excited

Jul 23, 2008

I am soooooo excited 1 day to go.  Just ate the last meal 1 boiled egg and 1 toast plus Ensure shake.  I am officially on liquids now .    I can't wait to start my new life and enjoy time with my family.  Be able to ride a bike or just walk around.   I will be praying for all those who also have surgery tomorrow.  Take care

It's been a while but my time is now coming up

Jul 21, 2008

Hey yall.  I know I have been away for a while but now I am back and strong and going under the knife on 7/24I am scared and nervous and happy and making small cartwheels at this moment.... he he  

advice

Oct 10, 2007

 Hi yall.  I am sooooo happy today.  I am going shopping for the things i will only be able to eat next month.  Need to stock up now......  any advice for starter?

About Me
Mission, TX
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62.1
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RNY
Surgery
07/25/2008
Surgery Date
Nov 07, 2006
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