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Im so not sure if people visit my page!

However, Im doing okay. I am super happy I had the surgery and it has changed my life for the best!. If you're seeking to have the procedure, Please proceed if your doing it for all the right reason!

I have been struggling with keeping up with the exercise. I have to get back on it ASAP! I hope you all have a great holiday this season.

MY BIRTHDAY - 25


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 OMG,

HELLO GUYS. THE ONE'S WHO VISIT MY PAGE. IM HAVE BEEN DOING WELL. BUT I CAN STRUGGLING IN CERTAIN AREA. I FEEL LIKE IM MAINTAINING MY WEIGHT UP AND DOWN A FEW POUNDS. I DEFINITELY NEED SOME MORE MOTIVATION.


SCHOOL 
I STARTED BACK AT MY UNIVERSITY AND THEY HAVE A WORLD CLASS GYM THAT I NEED TO TAKE FULL ADVANTAGE OF! FUCK IT STARTING MONDAY I WILL WORK OUT FROM 11 -12 I CAN DO IT! ITS ALL ABOUT PLANNING.I HAVE THREE CLASSES AND I AM AT SCHOOL ALL DAY! NO MORE EXCUSES.

I AM ALMOST 2 YEARS OUT. SHIT HAVE TO CHANGE AND GET BACK TO THE BASICS. MY 25TH BIRTHDAY JUST PASSED. I HAD AN AWEEEEESOME. WENT TO DINNER WITH FRIENDS AND THEN TO THE CLUB. I WILL MAKE ANOTHER BIRTHDAY POST SOON!




this post has helped me shift gears for real!

Good Morning Family,

I havent really been up to much. I have been enjoying and living life. I lost a good friend of 18years. I miss her dearly. Other than that God has been great to me. I couldnt ask for anything more. I am not as active on this site, but I will try to update you. I still do the same things. I drink my liquids and get my protein in. I work out when I can with such a busy schedule, but I do work out. I think I need the skin removal, however I can afford so one must deal and love the new life she has. Thank God for all that he does and continues to do.

Thanks for the support Family,

Jas

HAPPY NEW YEARS. HOPE ALL IS WELL.

Greetings Fam,

I had a fab time in Bahamas. I got dark, but enjoyed myself and let my hair down. 2010 is right around the corner. I have a few pounds and need to get back focus. Main concern is my arms and the skin. Boy O boy i need to get that in order. Overall I am happy with my progress but just getting above the grass. I enjoy life and make decision on the day to day basis. Tommorrow is not promised so live in the moment. Choices are important while in the moment. My mother is doing well. I am not sure how much she's down. She's a little secretive. She's still smoking her cigs.... So i dont live to live no one else's life. I've let a lot of drama go a long time agao.

Love life not so well but every area in your life is a working progress.



 



THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE & SUPPORT.

YES. Lord thanks for staying with me during my 1year transition. It was not easy but It wasnt unbearable hard. The most important thing to change is your Mindset. Thats the best adive I can give any1 think about having the surgery or struggling.

My highest weight 270 and now I weigh 179. I am still trying to lose more. I want to get down to 150.

This has big a major factor in my life and I dont regret doing it. The next year is going to be even more challenging to stay focus and to make good decisions.

I had bad days but good always out weighs the bad. I didnt have dumping and hair falling out BS.

I am celebrating my 1year with a cruise to the Bahamas with my Dad. My ma is getting the surgery too. Crossing fingers and pray for her.

Cant leave without a photo!



Live, Grow, and Cherish,

I've Found A Change,,

For the first time on my birthday I didnt have to pretend that I felt good and even though I looked good. I felt it and it was written all over my face.!



I own my own company so I did an event on my birthday where I have to host.. I was so comfortable and had a great time. My surgerversary is next month. I think I am right at 100lbs gone. I still have areas of improvement that I am continuing to work on. Its a proccess and a life style change. I am at the toning stage. Breast just have a mind of their own.

I am getting back into to work out regiment. No more excuses. I will continue to work even harder and make more conscience decisions. I love my life even more and love the inside joy.


Thanks OH Fam.

Before and After 24 Birthday vs 23 Birthday

I have just a few months until my 1 year surgervisary. So I am going to get back on track with exersice to attain my goal. July 1, 2009. No more meat. I want to go meatless for a month. Im going to hit the gym 3x a week or at least start working on. I need to lose 40lbs to hit goal. I can do it. I've gotten this far. "God has brought me too far!" Everything else is going super.

Greetings all who cruise my page!

So yesterday I went to the doc for my allergies. I stepped on the scale and it said. 188. Wow! I've lost 82lbs. Thats amazing. To me anyhow. I am 9months out. Time surely flies. Of course you compare yourself to others wondering if you should have lost more or could you be doing something different! Well. I probably could and other people probably have lost more weight than me. but....WHO THE HELL CARES!!! LOL.. I have one body to focus on daily with every action there is a reaction. I am taking one day at a time and I am enjoying life. I've even started dating! Crazy I know. So everything is going great. I have a pic but its kind of dark. I was on a date!



that is a xlarge. I use to wear a 3x..Ya girl is doing great!

Have a wonderful day and thanks for cruising.

HEY OH FAMILY,

EVERYTHING IS STILL GOING WELL WITH ME..WENT TO DOC. I STARTED OUT WEIGHING 270..I AM NOW 195...I HAVE UNTIL SEPTEMBER TO LOSE ANOTHER 45LBS MY GOAL WEIGHT SHOULD BE AROUND 140 THE DOCTOR SAYS. <----- HAHAHA ME WEIGHING 140LBS. I AM GOING TO TRY. SO SINCE DECEMBER I'VE BEEN WORKING A FULL-TIME JOB. SO I KIND OF SLACK THE GYM SINCE APRIL WHEN I GOT OUT OF THE TRAINING CLASS. I NOW WORK 10-7 SO I  NEED TO MAKE SOME SACRIFICE TO GO TO THE GYM IN THE AM! LIKE FOR REAL..YA GIRL BE SLACKING PLUS I WORK ABOUT 15HOURS OVER TIME. THIS WEEK IM GOING TO KICK IT IN HIGH GEAR...NEED TO WORK THAT TUMMY ROLE OUT!


THIS IS YA GIRL IN APRIL...ITS SO WEIRD I DONT TAKE AS MANY PHOTOS AS I DID BEFORE THE SURGERY...I DEFINITELY NEED A DIGITAL CAMERA..EVERY TIME I TAKE A PICTURE I AM SHOCKED!

WELL FOLKS I AM DOING GREAT! LOSING WEIGHT BUT IT HAS SLOWED DOWN ALONG WITH MY EXERSICE...IM KICKING BACK INTO HIRE GEAR FOR REAL.

THANKS OH FAMILY.