August 23, 2007

Aug 21, 2007

Ive gone and done it--omg!!

I quit smoking on the freaking fifth--i weighed between 280-285.  This i know for a fact.  Ok, its hasn't even been a whole month and ive eaten myself all the way to 300 pounds.  I HAVE NEVER WEIGHTED THAT MUCH IN MY FUTHFUKKIN LIFE!!!! Ok, i've got to get a grip---Im going on a fuckkin diet. nStarting september first. Well, i guess i wont make that pound cake ive been eyeing.  Sheeesh....................wtf?????













August 22, 2007

Aug 21, 2007

Ok, I finnaly broke down and asked somebody to tell me how to cutisfy this dang blog. Do you like ?  I Love the mountains.  If my future husband is reading this....take a mental note, lol.

August 21, 2007

Aug 20, 2007

I am so addicted to this site! I'm here like everyday.  I am so excited about my future, to one day see myself....thin.  I see so many people who look totally different after thier wieght loss, it just makes me curious as to what i will look like.

August 14 was my seminar. It was sooooo packed. It kinda threw me off gaurd.  I was expecting about 6 to 10 people to be there, but there was at least 50. I even saw my first cousn's baby momma there. Her face was the first I saw, my smile beamed as I waved hi to her.  I know i drew attention to myself cuz i was already 30 mins late, lol.  But it worked out because Dr. White was still in surgery.

He just kept stressing how wls patients become "different people" after they lose the wieght.  How most people 95% are very satisified with thier surgery and 5% are just satisfied.  Wow.  I'm ready to be very satisfied!

I wasnt  sure if this would be a go, so i didnt do my psych eval.  It took me forever to get in touch with the doctor to schedule it, but i finallly did today.
Its September 5th at 12:45 pm.

Kristan at Dr. White's office also scheduled me for both of my dietary consults: October 17th @ 2pm and Oct 31st @ 2 pm. Pretty cool hun?

It seems that the only thing that is a prereq of wls for my insurance is a high bmi and a 5 year weight history.  I was able to easily obtain that because my daughter is 5 years old, so all i had to do was call the midwife that i had her with and my ob that i had my youngest with and .....BAMMM!  I'm 16 days smoke free (ok, on day 12 i had 2 ciggies) but i havent had a single  puff , inhale, or whiff since then. I am hoping to have this surgery in the first week of november. No, I am going to have this surgery in the first week of November.....I claim it, I claim it, I claim it.

My weight has gone from 230, before i got pregnant last march, to 290 (today), after giving birth to her in december 2006.  I dont have any recorded wieghts of me wieghing that much, they all range between 230-237, with the exception of my nine month preg. weight of 267.  I hope to GOD that the insurance co. doenst hold that against me. Its been in the back of my mind, bur Kristi didnt say anything about it. So I must be all good.

Ive been trying to spify this blog up, how they hell do you do that anyhow?






August 13, 2007

Aug 12, 2007

I have several things that i need to take care of this week:

get my baby registered for school
go get my weight record from my midwife
go get my record from my ob gyn
finish writing this dang ole motion for retroactive child support and file it with the court.

ok, lisa, dont forget to do those things.

I have been so lazy with the writing of my novel, i am so unmotivated. I had a plot, then i kinda threw part of it out the window. I have an idea of what to replace it with, but it takes a lil research, and i have totally been being lazy about getting it out of the way.  My psuedo mentor, Lin, ha, i havent heard from him.  HE is such an awesome writer, mannnnn he has a gift, but he' s just way to busy to help me, i guess.  Im not mad, but i am a little disappointed. I think intelligence is sexy and man, is he sexxxxxy to me. I think he's gay tho. havent asked, wont ask. lol.

happy b-day me!

Aug 09, 2007

Today is my b-day, pretty uneventful, but im not mad. my main priority is kicking this ciggy habit so i can get this surgery. Ive been eating like crazzzzy to replace the smoking. I need to stop that. Lord knows i dont wanna be put on a diet as a result of the weight i gained from quitting smoking.

august 7, 2007

Aug 07, 2007

I offically quit smoking ciggarrettes 2 days ago. I've wanted to light up several times since then. I've been so so tired lately.

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