LINDAM23

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Im so happy who would have imagined, not me and i bought size 11 pants OMG!!!!! 

Omg i weigh 204 lbs i cant believe it, i never thought in a million years cant wait until 199. stay tune! 

Im so happy this morning i weighed my self and im down to 237 lbs i cant believe i made it to my thirties!!! yay

Ok I need a new scale i went to my Drs apt and i weighed in at 245 i was so happy just where i felt i should be and the way my clothes fit i haven weighed my self at home since last week sometime it said 251 i get home to check my weight because last time it was different and it said 254 the 251 then 252 oh no i cant depend on this scale im gona go with the Drs weigh in... gotta get a new one...

well im starting feel like oh what have i done to my self , i see everyone around me eating all the food i used to eat and i want to eat it, but i know i cant, i know that i have made the right decision but its not easy right now, im asking myself what if this doesn't work for me like everyone else , idk i will continue to push and i hope i get the results...

so today i was so happy to make it to puree stage. it funny how im happy to eat food i would have never wanted to eat before surgery, heck i cant wait to eat a salad when before i would crave cheese burgers and nachos, lol that's funny... well i ate some cottage chesse and apple sauce it was great and my pouch did well with it ...

im so worried about what could go wrong , this is no walk in the park i cant wait until i see some results on the scale i have been told to be patient and it hard but i guess i have too , on jan 14th i will weigh my self wish me lucK! as of today 259

well im back at home as of today im kind of  scared because of what could happen , I think im just gona breath a know that everthing is ok and work hard twords my goal. wow this was not a walk in the park havin this surgery is very hard mental and physcially im now 261....