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Hi Kilaani,  How are you doing from your belt lit?  Just curious if you have any areas that seem terrible stressed still. Do you feel good in all positions standing sitting and so on.  You said you hada a very high scar in front.  Did it stay high up or did it start slanting or lowering after skin contraction.  Sitting was always been very dificult for me but I have a strange pelvic bone arrangement and although I know we discussed it and they had my medical records which contained much information on my condition.  But in the heat of surgery I know they forgot to address my difference and ignored the way my body naturally bends (posterior pelvic tilt) Then they had to just finish as best they could andmy leg opening itself (not my just my groin) was pulled up to meet with just under my hip because they the first cut on me from pubic area to hip bone was made too low.   It cause a tremendous amount of tork action  and centrifigal force has taken over pulling my too high and tight  thin groin skin to swivel down inwardst rapping tendons and sinews down into a deep  and now hardened rutted area (like the top of a old  rag doll's legs get when doll is no longer new.  Anyway the mechanics of how my leg opens has been very hampered by the surgery.I keep thinking one day I may resolve this situation by stretching and I have changed a lot here and there but y groin or whatever it is leg crease is so eroded and just about anything could happen next I suppose.  Other doctors I've seen jjust send me to see another doctor and then that doctor sends me to another and so on.  Lately some doctors I've seen don't even bill me and  I wonder if they don't want to have record of telling me I'm okay when I'm not.  I'm taking advantage of this situation and trying to buy as much life insurance and disability type insurance as I can afford because it sure seems like I'm not going to be able to walk soon.

		On July 21, 2010 at 4:14 PM Pacific Time, leechetta wrote: Actually I'm not the same fun loving girl I used to be by a long shot  but I'm  fairly well balanced and have a good sense of humor and I don't go around all angry all the time.  I have been terribly hurt  in a very low down dirty way.  I"m sure my doctors are good surgeons but they were thinking of something else the day they operated on me or maybe  they were momentarily stumped and there just wasn't time in their schedule to deal with it so they hurried through and over tightened to get me out the door.  We all have bad days and make mistakes or maybe their idea of how a body should be is different than mine. This type of surgery is  pretty much of a crap shoot.  Most people are able to admit that something is wrong when it's wrong but not when it comes to plastic surgery -it seems.-even after the stature of limitations is up .  After all, my legs are still hanging on somehow and I can still walk about. A severely burned person might be happy as hell to have a thin sliver of skin like I have (maybe??) now holding their legs pelvis crotch and groin all together "teeter totter style." I think about that a lot.  I wasn't a burn patient though.  My groin was strong and healthy  and supportive. The worst of my problem can't even been seen in photos or in person . When I sit there is no compartment for the front of my upper leg.  It gets pulled down down into my inner leg. This stress has shredded away any adipose in my groin and   inner leg. My sinews and tendons are so tightly trapped in a direction they can't function well in. I even have trouble breathing with  so many very fragile sensitive areas trapped so tightly. Deep pain on each side of  my pelvic mound  like I'm been kicked real hard to the point of seeing stars almost the whole time I'm at work sitting. I have five more years till retirement.  I don't know how I'm going to make it but I've been thinking that way for the past nine years so maybe I can make it another five. Sheesh I hope so.  All I know is that I'm super ready for  complete bed rest  and maybe doing the dishes every other day - but I can't have that life style now. I smile a whole lot through it all - I'm a smiling fool--but I reserve certain times when I don't smile -that's for sure. Sorry about that.  And I'm scared and I can't get any help or  support   I've been to doctors and after they jump back in shock after seeing my pelvis  they compose themselves and say that I seem fine to them.  So I try to think that I will be fine someday but some days I can't believe that because everything hurts so much and is so out of whack.    If any one out there is considering having a surgery of the type I had after their weight loss be sure to take one of my pictures on your consulation with a plastic surgeon and tell him/her to look at it and promise that won't happen to you..

Pelvic floor raised to earlobes almost then cut and left to fend for itself.  Rode hard and put up wet. Killer pain-- sitting for any length of time is complete torture.  This was supposed to be a buttock lift.  But all suspensive matter that could have been used to lift buttocks was removed. I asked them to leave as much as possible in front of me as I had no problem with my tummy or hips.  . Apparently they did have problem because they just removed everything.  They had the exrays of my forward slanting hip structure but no consideration was given to allow skin to follow structure. Plumbers and carpenters know about contraction and leaving a bit of snoose here and there but not these guys.  This did not have to happen if they had just checked me out a little before cutting all my good stuff off and leaving the bad behind. 
I could sure use a shot of whatever they were on when they did this to me to kill the pain.

Iowa City world experts did this for me.