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So a month post op. all together lost about 25lbs which is very exciting but at the same time these past 2 weeks i have really struggled with the way I should be eating...I got off track. I am struggling, I am somewhere between 300lbs and 295lbs I would love to be below 295lbs when I see my doc on monay :) so crash diet...unhealthy i know but i need to be stronger and make myself do the right thing. Another thing I wanted to mention are my incisions. I think they are all infected but I would have no idea how that happened... 2 of them have been slowly pussing out...kinda gross.
Good news is I am going to disney world in sept  for 4 days then again next year in may for 2 weeks! also going to 6 flags in Oct! so excitied about all that!

Well I had my surgery finally after waiting almost an entire year for it! 7-08-08 was the blessed day and I must say not as bad as I thought. I was hoping the day before surgery to enjoy my "last meal" but I was so proud of myself for losing 10lbs in 2 weeks I wanted to keep on the trend! The morning of surgery I finally started feeling scared, I figured there was no turning back I worked way to hard for me to chicken out...so far so good. So pain, and no the pain meds didnt help at all! I havent wanted to eat anything more than 1/4 of a cup and sometimes less than that. I have really had a problem with the protien, i dont know when to fit it in because i am always full or trying to drink as much water as i can. I cant burp which causes alot of pain and ive tried to poop and it is just not happening yet.

so 7/8/08 I will be going in for my lap band surgery!!! I have to lose 7lbs by then which is a little scary since I have been over weight my whole life and have never been able to lose weight. I plan to do a liquid diet, and have slowly made more meals 100% liquid. Iam looking forward to the challenges I will face, I know they will be worth it in the end. My boyfriend and I have already decided once I loose my 100lbs we will be going to disney world and i will be wearing shorts!!!

I went in to do all the testing and can't wait to get everything rolling. I am praying I do not over load my self with summer school, work, plus planning to have my Lap Band surgery! I am a tough girl, everything will fall into place