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Next Thursday is surgury
Jan 15, 2010
Hello all,
Well I go this Tuesday to get my labs done and I get surgury at the Beverly Hills surgury center. I am very very nervous. I have never had anything like this but at this point see nothing else to do.
I am a mother of 3 and have managed to keep putting on the weight. I have binged dieted most of my life. You name it I probably did it. I did injestions, phen phen, my final try was Lindora and that worked and I lost about 20 lbs and then it came back on. I have gotten to the point where it hurts to walk, I hardly exercise anymore and weighing close to 200 lbs when I should weigh 110-120 has really made my life miserable. I cn not even wear my wedding ring anymore.
I hope and pray I have half the stength that all of you people do. I would be so happy just to lose 40 lbs but know I really need to lose 80. I hope once I lose some of this weight I will be able to at least take walks everyday and not be so out of breath climbing my stairs. I hope I get my energy back. I practically have no clothes yet that fit. I am out of size 20 and 2x is getting tight so I can not go farther. I have boxed clothing from when I was a size 16.
When I look back I see that I gained over 30 lbs since 2006. Our family during the last couple of years has suffered 11 deaths. I was told that just the stress in my life could have spun me out of control. I took care of my mother in law last year as she died in our home. It was 7 long months of sadness to see her die. When she passed away I think that was the point for me that said I had to do something. So a bigt step was doing this. I finally am doing something for me. I have my grown daughters-25,22,20 all supportive and willing to help. I also have my husband and my dad. My kids nanny still lives with us and she is my best friend.
I am going to do measurements on Wednesday and weigh in using my home scale. In fact I think I am going to buy a new scale. Something good. I hope by May-I can where one of my dresses from my other daughter graduation which was 2 years ago. Size 18 or 16. If not then I will realize my goals may be unrealistic.
How do you know how fast the weight comes off. Is 2 lbs a week a good basis?
Well take care for now and I will kep up my blog and try and fill it all in. This alone may help.
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Well I go this Tuesday to get my labs done and I get surgury at the Beverly Hills surgury center. I am very very nervous. I have never had anything like this but at this point see nothing else to do.
I am a mother of 3 and have managed to keep putting on the weight. I have binged dieted most of my life. You name it I probably did it. I did injestions, phen phen, my final try was Lindora and that worked and I lost about 20 lbs and then it came back on. I have gotten to the point where it hurts to walk, I hardly exercise anymore and weighing close to 200 lbs when I should weigh 110-120 has really made my life miserable. I cn not even wear my wedding ring anymore.
I hope and pray I have half the stength that all of you people do. I would be so happy just to lose 40 lbs but know I really need to lose 80. I hope once I lose some of this weight I will be able to at least take walks everyday and not be so out of breath climbing my stairs. I hope I get my energy back. I practically have no clothes yet that fit. I am out of size 20 and 2x is getting tight so I can not go farther. I have boxed clothing from when I was a size 16.
When I look back I see that I gained over 30 lbs since 2006. Our family during the last couple of years has suffered 11 deaths. I was told that just the stress in my life could have spun me out of control. I took care of my mother in law last year as she died in our home. It was 7 long months of sadness to see her die. When she passed away I think that was the point for me that said I had to do something. So a bigt step was doing this. I finally am doing something for me. I have my grown daughters-25,22,20 all supportive and willing to help. I also have my husband and my dad. My kids nanny still lives with us and she is my best friend.
I am going to do measurements on Wednesday and weigh in using my home scale. In fact I think I am going to buy a new scale. Something good. I hope by May-I can where one of my dresses from my other daughter graduation which was 2 years ago. Size 18 or 16. If not then I will realize my goals may be unrealistic.
How do you know how fast the weight comes off. Is 2 lbs a week a good basis?
Well take care for now and I will kep up my blog and try and fill it all in. This alone may help.
