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Hello everyone,

I am so sorry that it has been a long time since I have written, but I have been going through a lot of things and really need prayers and support from my OH family.

My daughter Jasmine was diagnosed as a diabetic last week. The doctor told me that Jasmine’s blood sugar should be at 80 and Jasmine’s was at 681. So now she is on shots and she still is not taking it seriously. So I am really frustrated with her right now.

I am sure like many are going through so much with the jobs, kids, husbands, homes and dogs that they can not find peace any were. That is were I am at in this point of my life I have no peace. The only time I get some peace is when I am in the shower. L 

I got a puppy for my husband for father’s day and it ended up being my responsibility to care for it.

The only thing that I do when I go home is take a shower and my lexapro and go to sleep. I have cried so much that I have no more tears. I really don’t know if I will be able to move pass all of this OH family.

Thank you for listening to me vent

Hello everyone, Just an update for the wedding. Jimmy and I will be getting married on March 28, 2009. We are having a small ceremony and in a couple of years we will have a big reception.

We are registered at Bed, Bath and Beyond and Target under Marcia Moore.

I wish that you could be there, but just keep us in your prayers.

Till We Speak

Marcia

Hi Everyone, Just wanted to say “Happy New Year” to all of my OH family. I  Just wanted to let you know what happen to me over the Christmas Holidays. Jimmy proposed to me and of course I accepted. The wedding will be October 10, 2010. I know your thinking why so long? Well a couple of weeks ago I went to the doctor and I am uneven. I am not losing weight in my breast so I don’t have enough in the back to support the front which is causing great pain. So he would like to reduce my breast, remove the fat from my arms and stomach so the soonest he can do that will be the first part of 2010 and I like having my wedding anniversary on 10/10/10.

This man never ceases to amaze me. I normally go to church on New Years Eve and he was supposed to hang out with his uncle for his birthday. So I had to work New Years Eve and he called me around 5pm and I asked him was he getting dressed to go out and he said that he was , but not to go out with his uncle but to come to church with me and bring in the new year with me. Also this week my church is fasting and I told him that I was starting today and he ask could he fast with me because we need some things to change for the better for 2009.  There is a place in Dallas called the “West End”. A group of us went down there to walk around and they had a horse and carriage ride with a “Cinderella carriage” on it with lights. I really wanted to get on it , but I felt that I didn’t have enough strength in my knees to pull me up and Jimmy said that he would help me , but I didn’t want to get embarrassed or hurt the horse (LOL), so he said that we can come back when I am ready.

I have been having acid reflux really bad for the past week. Jimmy has never seen that before so it scared the crap out of him when I woke up in the middle of the night unable to breathe. So since then he has been staying up at night watching me sleep.  I have to stay up while he showers or more water will be on the floor than the on him for him always checking on me. I love him soooooooooo much and it is nice to know that he loves me just the way that I am sagging skin and all.

I am still walking and trying to find ways to strengthen my knees. If you have any suggestions please let me know.

Till We Speak

Marcia
 

Today I have reached my goal of walking the sky bridge at my job. I thought that it was too big to conquer but I finally did it. The sky bridge is about a quarter of a mile and when I walked it and back (while talking) I noticed that I walk further than this when I walk in my neighborhood.

It is 5 days until Christmas and it sure doesn’t feel like it. I guess with all of the stress it just put a damper on the holiday spirit for me. I got soooooooo mad at my 12 year old that I told her that I wasn’t going to buy her anything for Christmas and that really broke my heart to say that. We have been getting into it for awhile.

I love my child but she is lazy as lazy can be. We just moved in a brand new home last March and she promised she was going to help me take care of it and she has done the total opposite. She leaves her stuff everywhere and she leaves the bathroom looking like a jungle and she half washes the dishes.  I have tried everything to get her attention so I told her that until she can take care of her stuff I will not buy anything for . But what I think I am going to do is buy her stuff that she needs like bras, panties, socks etc….. and make them her Christmas gifts.

I am so excited that I am only 15 pounds away from reaching the 100 pound goal. I probably would have gotten there faster if I would have started to exercise quicker, but I needed to loose some weight just to start exercising.

Jimmy and I went house hunting yesterday to see some things and we looked at this house that was priced for $849,000.00 and it was well worth it. The master suite alone was beautiful. The shower had 3 steps that you had to walk down just to get in and it had 2 benches in the shower and shower heads everywhere. The first thing I thought of was it would take a long time to clean this shower then I said to myself if I could afford this house then I can afford for someone to clean it.

While walking upstairs I notice that my knees are very stiff and I am wondering what can I do to strengthen my knees?????? If any one has any suggestions please email me and let me know.

Happy Holidays OH family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Marcia

 I just wanted to update. I am down 77 pounds and I am addicted to walking. Imagine me of all people wanted to walk. Jimmy and I walk every night when I get home around 8:30pm because I work 12 hour shifts so when we walk it is very cold outside, but I have to walk. It takes away my stress and I get to have some really good conversations with my “HONEY”. Sometimes our conversation is so deep that we will walk extra just to finish it. Walking is our time away from everyone to concentrate just on us.

I have a doctor’s appointment next week to just see how I am doing. The swelling is still an issue and I still choke on my food, but I think because I still eat fast that my sleeve “Agnes” is telling me to slow down.

Just wanted to update. I hope everyone have a blessed holiday.

Till We Speak

Marcia