ladyphatz77
I am SUCH a loser!
Mar 30, 2010
And I'm not talking about in the weight department (unfortunately)!!! First of all my last post was in September, and I was talking about how I had kinda falling off the wagon for WLS.....WELL, the wagon has long long gone! I have been keep appointment after appointment, do all that I needed to do....I started a new job On the 15th of March...New insurance, and guess what, I have to start ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the way over.
I am so depressed because I was so close and the rug was ripped from under me. I have gained weight, lost more esteem in myself, and I just don't know if I want to try again. My life is this constant cycle of good and then BAM the brick wall shows up! Please just keep me in your prayers, I don't know what to do!
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I am so depressed because I was so close and the rug was ripped from under me. I have gained weight, lost more esteem in myself, and I just don't know if I want to try again. My life is this constant cycle of good and then BAM the brick wall shows up! Please just keep me in your prayers, I don't know what to do!
Truely a Journey!!
Sep 27, 2009
Well, I haven't been on here much, and it's because I almost gave up on getting the wls. I've done so much researching, and wish thing could progress faster. I also stopped coming that way I wouldn't feel guilty. With my brother's murder things were already crazy, THEN in July my divorce was final, and that was it for me. I have been eating like CRAZY! All emotional eating, and I feel terrible. I went to an info meeting with Dr. Garren at the UW hospital and have chosen that program in pursuit of being healthy. During the meeting, I really had this feeling of this is what I need to do, and it kinda rekendled the desire for wls.I'm now waiting to hear back from the bariatric team, and will update everyone! Guys just please pray for me that I get healthy, and that in ALL things find happiness. I am ready for the journey, come what may! God bless you, and thank you to those here that encourage me!
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