ladydee45

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 Hi I know I dont come on here much anymore, but its been three years as of April 20th and I have no regrets. I have been enjoying life, especially with my grandbaby who is growing so fast. 

THIS HAS BEEN SUCH A BLESSING FOR ME I MADE IT TO MY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AND I HAVE MANTAINED THE WEIGHT LOSS.... THIS LAST 50 HAS BEEN THE HARDEST BUT IM NOT GIVING UP.. GOING THRU ALOT OF EMOTIONAL STUFF,, DEPRESSION IS A B___CH BUT I WILL COME THRU.. I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO IT, I HAVE TOO MUCH TO LOOSE..I JUST WISH I COULD GET RID OF THE EXTRA SKIN I HAVE FROM THE WEIGHT BUT IN TIME. MY GRANDSON KEEPS ME GOING.... LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO ALL... WITHOUT GOD I WOULD NOT HAVE COME THIS FAR...

OMG I AM TURNING 50..... BUT I FEEL GOOD .... I AM NOT AT MY GOAL AS OF YET BUT I AM GETTING THERE ...... I AM ENJOYING MY GRANDSON NOT SHORT OF BREATH AND LOVIING IT THANK GOD FOR BRINGING ME THIS FAR.... ALL PRAISES TO GOD AND HIM WATCHING OVER ME AND MY FAMILY

WOW, IVE COME THIS FAR AND FEEL GOOD, 15 MTHS ON THE BENCH AND LOVING IT. I HAVEN'T GOOTEN TO MY GOAL WEIGHT YET BUT I STILL FEEL GOOD. ITS BEEN ROUGH WENT THRU A TOTAL CHANGE. ENDED MY RELATIONSHIP WAS THE BEST THING I EVER DID........... LOVE MYSELF MORE EVERY DAY....SITTING HERE ON MINI VACA IN FLORIDA FEELING GOOD......

 Its so crazy what losing 110 pds will do to a person but, It makes a world of difference. I LOVE MYSELF MORE TODAY THEN YESTERDAY. And it dont matter if nobody else does. I used to feel like someone had to love me for me to feel good. Oh no not anymore, I LOVE ME. YAYYYYYYYYY to living and enjoying life one day at a time.

 YAYYYYYYYY THE WAITING IS OVER, HE IS HERE, XAVIER WAS BORN 10-21-9 AT 8:39AM WEIGHING 5LBS 5OZS AND 181/2 INCHES LONG. THATS MY PEANUT AND I LOVE HIM 

WOW I FIND THINGS SO DIFFERENT NOW I GOT ON THE SCALE AND WHEN IT READ 273 I ALMOST PASSED OUT. AND MY BMI IS 41.5 IM SO HAPPY ITS A GOOD FEELING. THE NICEST THING IS IM DOING IT AND PLAN ON STICKING TO IT TILL IM WHERE I WANT TO BE. EVERY TIME I PUT SOMETHING ON THAT DIDNT FIT ME I WANT TO CRY. I JUST WISH I HAD ENERGY TO DO ALL THE THINGS I WANT TO DO.  

 Omg nobody knows how good it feel to be down 50 pds. I started to cry when I realized where I was at. Its such a good feeling, I am so glad I decided to have the surgery. But dont get me wrong I was stuck for a min but when I started to feel like I had a little more energy it started to drop again. 
Thank God Im really getting healthy now. 

 Just went to the drs for my check up and they were just as surprised as I was, down to 288 omg that is a good feeling. I was told I can do any exercise I want and that made me happy. 

Went to the Drs yesterday and everything is going fine, everything is healing good. So I feel good about that, not ready to go back to work, going to try by 5/11 and see how that goes. I go to the nutritionist tomorrow yayyyyy someone to help me with getting started on the right road. I dont want to mess up no matter what and I sure no how to ask questions. My mom is going with me and she has been a great support, I love her.