Kim2008

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I went back to my Nut.  as before she had overbooked her schedule.  The reception took my diet journal and took my weight.  I lost 9 lbs in the two weeks. Since, I have not heard from my Nut. or the doctors office at all.  They say I am not trying but ever time I go in they discourage me or just totally piss me off.  The Nut. or Therapist over book or "oop" wrote me down the wrong date.  Yet they say I am not trying.  This whole process is causing my nerves to rattle and I am getting more and more discouraged.  Now,  I have been ill from severe allergies and my work schedule is getting crazy with our deadlines.  Oh, yeah no vacations for the summer months since we have big deadlines AND yes, 6 day mandatory work weeks.  Oh, you can have family time on Sundays and plan vacations for the fall.  Great.  

Okay!  I will continue on my healthy eating habits and increase exercise.  I will just die trying to get this weight off .....

I had my second visit with the Nutritionist a week ago.  She really gets me depressed.  Does she know how hard it is to lose weight and how many years I have been trying.  I have lost weight before.  Even with daily exercise I was still over 80 lbs overweight.  Her statements are hurtful.  Overweight people exercise.  SURPRISE.
 
But anyway, she will be surprised.  I have been keeping my journals and sticking with the diet.  I see her in another week.  PRAY FOR ME! 
If I lose all the weight she ask then they state that I may not be able to get my surgery according to my insurance guidelines.  Great! I will still be 100 lbs overweight.  Do they understand that I am trying and at this rate will die trying.  (Well, I hope not)  I am tired of this weight, my back hurt, my knees hurt, my feet hurt, I hurt.  What can I say.  You all have been through this or are going through this.