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 I finally got my user name and password for this site again! Time goes so fast and reading what I have written prior has brought me new insiration! I had a chance to thank Dr. Taylor (I honestly can't thank him enough) which I have been meaning to do forever. Alot has changed for me professionaly as well as personly. 
After June I will no longer have custody of my kids, I have let them move with their father as per their request. Took me along time to come to terms with this but I realize he loves them just as much as I do. First my girl moved in Septemeber as she loves the city (my city is much smaller) then in February my middle son was getting into so much trouble (15 and 6'2" is never a good mix) so I felt his Dad could handle him better...and my youngest 12 is missing his brother and sister too much (understandable) and will move after school finishes. I wasn't ok with any of this. 
My ex thinks he has won the lotto with child support but I have been informed my job will move to Arizonia in Augest...and I am not invited (lol I won't go anyway). It's not about money anyway for me...I will pay my child support as I want my kids taken care of. The thousands he owes me can deminish in the court system as he says -  I really don't give a shit I want my kids to be happy thats all that matters to me. My relationship with my daughter as improved 200X since she lives with him.  They are all getting older and wiser (like thier mom) and will be ok.

So the next chapter of my life lies before me....I have been looking for a job out west (I lived thier 5 years and loved every minute of it). Wish me luck I have been working on this for 2 months now and no bites...but I am determined to make it happen. 

No new love of my life...I read this quote from of all things Sex And the City EVERYDAY and I so believe it - 
The most exciting, challenging & significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself!

Just an update on how things are going...I am happy with the weight loss so far...although I don't see it I feel it in my clothes and feel stronger and more energetic.  I have still put "Curves" on hold as I am enjoying the walks everyday with my buddies Willy & Charlie...and being the happy little dogs they are make sure I go everyday.  Suprisingly to me I have now made it a part of my day...something I must do. It seems to be paying off as I am losing about a pound a day give or take.  I am having a hard time with meat (except ground beef). I figured it out thou...I had BBQ Salmon Friday and was fine...at a piece the next day (it was good but drier) and was sick the rest of the day. I have come to conclusion meat cannot be dry or it sits like a lump of clay...

Anyhow thats all for now, hope everyone is doing well....I pop on this site for some great inspiration

Kerri

Well I went to Curves last night, I liked the atmosphere and the price wasn't as bad as I expected either.  I am thinking maybe I will sign up but need some more advise on whether to wait till after surgery or start a routine prior... getting nervous, not sure why...YMCA is out as they moved...I'm going to come back later...not feeling like typing

I just finished working 7 days straight, and my second last program as a big person. My legs feel swollen and I could hardley walk getting out of the car each night. I only have to do the programs at work 4 times a year...they are hard on me cause I am getting older and carrying around all this extra weight doesn't help. I will rest today and set some action plans in place by the end of this month. I would like to visit the YMCA they built not too far from here or curves (if it's still there). I need to get an excercise program in place. I am not sure how people handle going out to dinner once the surgery is done...I will have to see how I will wing it....I don't want to discuss my wls with clients. I have decided to only tell my boss at work, she is understanding and only talks about it when I mention it. She is so tiny I most look like a complete whale next to her. I'm not sure how I will handle the rest of the people at work.  I don't like discussing my personal life with coworkers in general has bit me in the ass before...I will cross that bridge when I come to it, after all I hope to lose alot of weight and they are bound to get curious when that starts to happen.