banging my head against the wall

Aug 09, 2010

Here i am, the only person on the face of the earth who can not lose weight after WLS.  I am so frustrated that i can't even put it into words.  I went into this thinking that i would have an amazing weight loss and finally feel healthy... not so much.  I am managing to get in all of my Carnation, drinking plenty of water, walking, lightly working out... and in two weeks i have lost .2 of a pound.  I could have easily done that on weight watchers without permanently augmenting my internal organs.  I am so sad, so frustrated, so angry... I won't talk to anyone about it because i can't bear to hear "it will get better!"  They don't know my body the way i do.  This whole thing is really so typical... i don't lose weight unless i absolutely kill myself with 2 hours of intense working out every.single.day.  I don't have the time in my life to be able to work out like that.  I guess i will be one of those people who stay the same after surgery.
If i could go back in time 3 weeks i would have listened to myself and not had the surgery.
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Athol, MA
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29.3
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RNY
Surgery
07/20/2010
Surgery Date
Jul 18, 2010
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