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HI OH FAMILY I KNOW I BEEN INCOGNITO BUT I HAD TO GET FOCUSED THE LAST TIME I WAS ON HERE I PUT I FELT LIKE A FAILURE AND I WASNT LOSING WEIGHT SO I HAD TO TAKE THE TIME TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I WAS DOING WRONG SOOOOO I SHUT DOWN AND GOT FOCUS WELL FIRST I HAD TO REALIZE EVERYONE NOT GOING TO HAVE THE SAME OUTCOME I WAS COMPARING MYSELF TO OTHERS THATS THE FIRST NO NO ANYWAY LOL I JUST HAD MY 6MONTH CHECK UP AND IM DOWN 81LBS FROM THE START OF MY JOURNEY YAYYYY!!! ITS  HARD AND A TASK BUT IM UP FOR IT I STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO DO IT ON MY TIME AND MY PACE SO JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW WHATS BEEN GOING ON WITH ME IM NOT ON HERE ALOT MY GRANDBABY IS HERE FOR THE SUMMER AND HE HAS IS GAN GAN GETTING HER EXCERCISE IN EVERYDAY RUNNING AFTER HIM LOL SO ILL BE BACK NOT HERE ALL THE TIME BUT OH IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND YOU GUYS AND GALS ROCK YALL MY SUPPORT SYSTEM SO I WISH EVERYONE A GREAT JOURNEY WE ARE THE" LOSERS"LOL

FIRST LET ME APOLOGIZE IF I OFFEND ANYONE BY MY POST..BUT I USE THIS AS A FORM OF THERAPY TO RELEASE MY FRUSTRATIONS..WELL ON THAT NOTE IM NOT HAVING A GOOD DAY AT ALL..I BEEN FEELING LIKE A FAILURE..I DONT SEE ANY WEIGHTLOSS..MY 3MNTH CHECK UP IS COMING UP ON THE 16TH AND I DONT WANT TO GO IN THERE HAVENT LOST ANYTHING..IM TRYING TO START A LIQUID DIET TODAY..SO I CAN ATLEAST LOSE A FEW POUNDS BEFORE CHECK UP..BUT THAT IS NOT WORKING FOR ME..IM STARVING RIGHT NOW..UGH I HATE FEELING THIS WAY IM DEPRESS AND I NEED A REALITY CHECK..I CANT GET OUT THIS FUNK..#WHATACRAPPYDAY#

WELL I WENT TO THE DOCTOR FOR MY 6WK CHECK UP AND I HAVENT LOST ANYTHING FROM MY 2WK CHECK UP IM A LITTLE DISAPPOINTED SO FAR SINCE I STARTED THIS JOURNEY I HAVE LOST 51LBS BUT I JUST KNEW I WOULD HAVE LOST SOME MORE WITHIN THE 4WKS BUT OK I VENTED ENOUGH NOW THE GOOD NEWS THEY ARE CONSIDERING TAKING ME OFF MY BP MEDS AND INSULIN I WAS REALLY SHOCKED I BEEN ON THAT STUFF FOR 10YRS MAYBE LONGER SO I GUESS SOME GOOD OUT WAYED SOME BAD IM IN MUCH NEED OF SUPPORT RIGHT NOW FEEL LIKE A FAILURE AND I DONT KNOW WHY

ok OH fam  i need some support i started my liquid diet today and its sort of hard..im feeling like noone is being supportive in my house..i know its not their faults that i have to do this..but its hard to watch them eat and i cant...this is going to be a long to weeks but i know at the end i will be very happy..17th is my day and i will be converted to the losers benchplease keep me in your prayers im go need it until next time smooches!

HEY MY OH FRIENDS I BEEN MISSING BUT THATS CAUSE I HAVE HAD ALOT GOING ON JUST WANTED TO UPDATE  YOU GUYS WITH MY JOURNEY..I HAVE MY DATE I WILL BE HAVING THE SURGERY ON THE 17TH OF DEC. AND I START MY LIQUID DIET THIS WKND..IM SO WORRIED ABOUT THAT BUT IM GOING TO TRY MY BEST I'VE LOST 21LBS SO FAR WISH IT COULD OF BEEN MORE BUT THATS BETTER THAN NOTHING..WELL I HOPE EVERYONE HAS BEEN OK AND I WILL UPDATE SOON MIGHT NOT BE BACK ON TIL AFTER THE SURGERY..TTYL...SMOOCHES

so i just uploaded pics of the  special people in my life..im catching myself feeling depress,lonely like im going through this by myself..i moved away from my family about 4yrs ago. .so im sort of going through this by myself..kids go be kids they do what they can but its feeling like  enough..the more i have appointments im getting so nervous they are going to find something or say they cant do it..i dont know i think im just tripping out..but i want to scream sometimes and im catching myself eating sleeping breathing this surgery..im losing focus on everyday life..so ok i put some pics up of my kids and grandbaby too..to say ok trina get it together u are doing the right thing and u will be ok..so ok i vented and thanks OH fam i wouldnt know what i would do if i didnt have this right now

i got my sleep study tonite and im so worried about not going to sleep...i have insomnia really bad i hope they can get what they looking for..ok just a quick update so not looking forward to this but one test out the way before i can go further...so til next time OH fam..smooches

well i met with the surgeon (Dr. Kuhn) and the nutritionist today and it went great...they made me feel really comfortable...and further more let me know i made the right decision...i was really surprise when they  told me i only needed to lose 20lbs for my insurance...and another surprise was i still weighed the same from 2yrs ago i swear i thought i gained alot more...not happy with the scale results but i didnt go up...well im on my way...i already have my other appointments scheduled for testing and things of that nature...i will keep everyone posted throughout this journey and thanks to eveyone that been giving me support..love u my OH fam

im just wandering am i the only one feeling like i want to get all the good eating done before i have my appt..i dont have a surgery date im just at the beginning i meet the doctor and nutritionist nxt week..and im like i want some of my faves before i have this appt..i just know they are going to put me on a diet insantly..i guess what i want to know am i being greedy or is it normal..i notice since i made this decision to make this life changing journey i been going through an emotional rollercoaster

hi everyone looking for new friends and support while i go through this journey...*takingoneday@atime*