Julie, tomorrow is the big day! May God Bless you on your journey to wellness, and I pray that peace and contentment follow you. You are at the end of you Fat life and beginning your new life. Hows this for a visual. We have all seen "The Wizard of Oz" correct? Well you are Dorothy and you are in the house swirling around in the tornado(today) tomorrow you are going to land safely (on the wicked witch of the FAT) and the surgeon (Glinda, the good witch) will tell you now to follow the skinny brick road. You will start with your first step (post op) and one step at a time you will place one foot in front of the other and before you know it you will be reaching the land of Oz (goal). I just love visuals. Good luck, all will go well. Suzza