MY YEAR ANNIVERSARY IS ALMOST HERE...

Apr 12, 2009

WELL HELLO FAM. I KNOW ITS BEEN A MINUTE. I HAVE HAD ALOT GOING ON. MY WEIGHT LOSS IS GREAT ITS SLOW AND STEADY. IM BETWEEN 208 AND 210. MY WEIGHT KEEPS FLUCTUATING BETWEEN THE TWO. IM GOOD WITH THAT. I WANTED TO BE AT 200LBS BY THE 17TH WHICH WOULD BE MY ANNIVERSARY BUT IM NOT GOING TO COMPLAIN. IM NOT WHERE I USE TO BE ...PRAISE GOD. IM SO SO SO GRATEFUL. I CANT STOP THANKING GOD FOR THIS PERSON WHOM IM BECOMING. NOT ONLY AM I BECOMING A SMALLER WOMAN IM BECOMING A WISER WOMAN AND LOVING THE LORD AND GETTING TO KNOW HIM BETTER. HE HAS BROUGHT ME FROM A PLACE THAT I DONT WANT TO GO BACK. THAT PLACE I REFUSE TO GO BECAU8SE I WAS MISERABLE SOMETIMES IN THAT BODY BUT I STILL LOVED ME. GOD IS A AWESOME GOD....IAM SO THANKFUL THAT I HAVENT HAD TO EXPERIENCE SOME OF THE THINGS OTHERS HAS EXPERIENCED LIKE BEING SICK AND THE DUMPING SYNDROME. I DONT KNOW HOW I'VE BEEN MISSED BUT IM THANKFUL. NOT TO SAY IM HAPPY  THAT MANY PEOPLE WENT THROUGH MANY BAD MOMENTS IS GOOD CAUSE ITS NOT. IM JUST SAYING I HAVEN'T AND I PRAY THAT THOSE THATS GOING THRU SOMETHING GETS BETTER.  BELIEVE ME THIS HAS BEEN A STRUGGLE FOR ME. I WANT THESEM 8-10LBS OFF IN 3 WEEKS AND IM GOIING TO DO IT..I KNOW I NEED TO  UP MY PROTEIN SO IM DOING THAT NOW. IM TAKING CENTRUM VITAMINS AND IM GETTING A B-12 SHOT 1TIME A MONTH. I HOPE THIS WORKS FOR ME...IM OPEN FOR ANY SUGGESTIONS. I WILL BE POSTING MORE PICTURE SOON TOO. IM GOING TO DO BETTER WITH MY POSTING TOO. TO BE CONTINUED...UNTIL THEN MUCH LUV........
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IM SO GRATEFUL

Feb 13, 2009

WELL HELLO FAM! I KNOW ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I POSTED. LET ME START BY SAYING HAPPY NEW YEAR AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW IM DOING GREAT. IM 100LBS OUT AND SOME...........WOOOOOOOOW I'VE DONE IT.  ITS BEEN STRUGGLE BUT ITS BEEN DONE. I GIVE ALL PRAISES TO THE LORD. I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT I HAVE CARING FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HAS WATCHED ME COME FROM A BIG GIRL TO A NICE SIZE WOMAN AND GOING....I'VE HEARD SOME NEGATIVE FEED BACK LIKE THIS SURGERY WAS THE EASY WAY OUT...YEAH RIGHT! EXCUSE MY FRENCH BUT THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL THEY TALKING ABOUT...LOLOL! I THINK THOSE THEY SAY THAT BE HATERS OR THEY DONT HAVE THE HEALTH INSURANCE TO COVER THE SURGERY. IM NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT WHO IT WAS ....BUT I AM GOING TO LET FOLKS NO THIS IS A LIFE CHANGE AND IT CAN BECOME MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY, AND PHYSICALLY STRESSFUL. MEANING YOU STILL HAVE TO MAKE LIFESTYLE CHANGES...WE REALLY HAVE TO WORK JUST LIKE SOMEONE WHO HAS NOT HAD THE WLS. SO PLZ DONT THINK THIS IS A ESCAPE GO! I'VE STRUGGLED AND I KNOW  NUMEROUS OF OTHER PEOPLE HAVE STRUGGLED TO...ESPECIALLY WHEN U WANT TO EAT SOMETHING AND U CANT. WHEN U WANT TO DRINK SOMETHING AND U CANT.WHEN U LIKE SWEETS AND U HAVE TO EAT SUGAR FREE THINGS. OR WHEN U JUST CANT EAT NOTHING. WHEN U CANT KEEP NOTHING ON UR STOMACH. ITS NOT A GAME FOOLS. PLZ DONT GET IT TWISTED HATERS...SORRY FAM.I HAD TO VENT ON MY 1ST DAY BACK. DONT THINK I'VE NEGLECTED MY OTHER FAM BCUZ I HAVEN'T. LIKE ALWAYS CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME JUST LIKE I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR U......


OH IM SORRY I FORGOT TO TELL YALL MY BBF WHO HAD THE SURGERY THE SAME TIME I DID IS DOING GREAT AND I SWEAR SHE'S LOOKING GOOD TOOOOOO. I SEE THE CHANGE IN HER AND I THANK GOD FOR MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!! I WILL BE POSTING PICS LATER TODAY.
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FEELING GOOD!!!

Oct 20, 2008

I JUST WANTED YOU GUYS TO KNOW I ADDED SOME RECENT PICTURES TOOK THIS MONTH. I HAVE TO SAY IM TOOOOO BLESSSSSED TO BE STRESSSSSSSED. I LOVE HIM AND I THANK HIM FOR WHAT HE'S DONE FOR ME. I HAVE TO SAY ITS BEEN A RIDE IN TRYING TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT ALL MY LIFE ITS BEEN A STRUGGLE. I'VE HAD THE OPPURTUNITY TO HAVE THE GB AND IM THANKFUL. I FEEL GOOD MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. I HAVE MY MOMENTS WHEN I GET DISCOURAGED BUT I BOUNCE BACK. I BEGIN TO THINK ABOUT WHERE I WAS AND WHERE IM AT AND I HAVE TO THANK GOD FOR HIS GRACE AND HIS MERCY AND FOR KEEPING ME.  PEOPLE LOOK AT ME AND SAY DANG YOU LOOK GOOD. I GET A LOT OF ATTENTION FROM EVERYBODY AND I LIKE THAT. I DONT LIKE THEM HATERS. THEY ACT LIKE THEY FOR U AND THEY REALLY NOT. I CAN SAY THIS THEY CAN KICK ROCKS CAUSE IM DOING ME. MY BF HAS LOST A LOT OF WEIGHT AND I HAVE TO TELL U SHE HAD HER SURGERY A MONTH AFTER ME AND SHE LOOKS GOOD. SHE CAME IN THE CHURCH SUNDAY AND I HAD TO DO A DOUBLE TAKE. HER CLOTHES FITTED HER GOOD(WASNT TO BIG). I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET HER TO PUT ON TIGHT FITTING CLOTHES SO U CAN REALLY SEE SHE'S DOING THE DAMN THING TOO.

TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE JUST STARTING OUT GOD BLESS U AND KEEP YOUR HEAD UP. TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE WAITING I CANT WAIT TO SEE U ON THIS SIDE THE LOSING BENCH. GOOD LUCK TO ALL AND MUCH LOVE. CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME AND I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR MY OH FAM!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

Oct 15, 2008

I LOVE HIM .....I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH. THANK YOU LORD FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE FOR ME. I CAN SAY I PUT ON A SIZE 14 STRETCH JEANS  TODAY THAT BELONGED TO MY DAUGHTER. SHE WAS GIVING THEM AWAY BECAUSE THEY WERE TO SMALL FOR HER AND I WAS ABLE TO FIT THEM. I DIDN'T RUB IT IN HER FACE. I JUST HAD A BIG SMILE ON MINE.!!! I SEE WHAT GOD IS DOING FOR ME AND OTHERS AND IM THANKFUL FOR ALL MY "OBH FAMILY" WE KNOW HE'S DOING GREAT THINGS FOR US. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK FAM!!!!!!!!!

ITS BEEN AWHILE! SORRY.....

Oct 12, 2008

OK GUYS I KNOW ITS BEEN AWHILE AND I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT UPDATING U GUYS ON MY SUCCESS. WELL ITS BEEN 5 MONTHS ALMOST 6 MONTHS AND IM NOW DOWN 83 POUNDS WOOOOOOOW! YEAH THATS RIGHT 83. IM STILL SHOCKED MYSELF. I HAD MY DAUGHTER GET ON THE SCALE THE OTHER DAY AND GUESS WHAT YALL SHE WEIGHS MORE THAN ME NOW. WHICH MEANS NOW I HAVE TO HELP HER. ITS NOT A GOOD FEELING LOOKING AT ME LOSING AND MY BABY GIRL BLOWING UP. SHE IS THE SIZE I WANTED TO BE WHEN I WAS BIGGER AND NOW THAT IM LOSING I FEEL THAT I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING TO HELP HER. WE ALL KNOW TEENAGERS DONT WANT TO LISTEN TO US. RIGHT NOW I FEEL SHE NEEDS TO GET ON BOARD WITH THE REST OF US AND GET HEALTHY. IM GLAD AND PROUD OF ME AND MY BEST FRIEND. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE SHOPPING AT A THRIFT STORE BUT THATS WHERE ME AND MY BF HAS TO SHOP NOW BECAUSE THE WEIGHT FALLS OFF SO QUICK. I STILL CANT BELIEVE I CAN FIT A 16. I REALLY CAN WEAR 18. SOME 16 ARE STILL TO TIGHT BUT I CAN GET IN IT .WOW!!!  WE STILL SHOP IN THE MALL BUT ITS CHEAPER AND NOT A WASTE TO SHOP IN THE THRIFT STORE. I ALL WAS ABLE TO FIT A MEDIUM COAT BY DKNY.WOOOOW! ME IN DKNY I NEVER THOUGHT. THANK YOU JESUS FOR WLS. I WANT TO BE AT 200LBS BY DECEMBER. THATS MY 1ST GOAL RIGHT NOW. MY REAL GOAL IS TO BE 185 NO LESS THAN 175. I CAN DO IT. WELL I WILL BE PUTTING MORE PICS ON HERE IN A COUPLE OF DAYS. UNTIL THEN MUCH LOVE AND SUCCESS.

STILL MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!

Jul 14, 2008

HELLO FAM. I JUST WANTED TO KEEP U GUYS UPDATED ON WHATS GOING ON WITH ME. ITS NOT MUCH BUT I STARTED WORKING OUT TODAY AT CHURCH. WE'RE STARTING A WORK OUT CLASS ON MONDAY, WEDNESDAY, AND FRIDAY IF POSSIBLE. ANYWAY I WAS ABLE TO DO ALL THE EXERCISES THAT WE WERE TAUGHT. I WAS ABLE TO DO THE STRETCHES WITHOUT COMPLICATION. DO U KNOW HOW THAT MADE ME FEEL(GREEEATTT). I HAVE TO SAY IM PROUD OF ME I WAS ABLE TO DO SOME SIT UPS. I USE TO BE UNCOMFORTABLE EXERCISING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE BUT NOT ANY MORE. IM DOING ME. THATS ALL FOR NOW I WILL KEEP OH UPDATED ON MY PROGRESS.


IM 52LBS LIGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!

Jul 08, 2008

HELLO EVERYBODY I JUST WANTED TO UPDATE U ALL AS TO WHATS GOING ON WITH ME. IM 52LBS LIGHTER WHICH MAKES ME 266LBS THANK GOD IM OUT OF THE 3OO. I CAN NOW FIT A 18/20 TOP AND SOME 22 BOTTOMS. I HAVE A BIG BOTTOM SO THE TOP IS GOING TO GET SMALLER QUICKER THAN THE BOTTOM. I HAVE A BIG BUTT AND I HAVE HIPS (BABY GOT DUNK). I LIKE MY SIZE RIGHT NOW BUT I CANT WAIT TO GET SMALLER. MY GOAL IS TO BE 175. IM ON MY WAY. 

I GOT MY BLLODWORK BACK AND MY IRON IS LOW AND MY PROTEIN WAS NOT TOO LOW BUT IT WAS MAYBE ABOUT 2 NUMBERS DOWN. WHICH MEANS I NEED TO DRINK PROTEIN DRINKS OR EAT PROTEIN BARS. IM GOING TO DO SOMETHING. I DONT LIKE THOSE PROTEIN DRINKS THE MAKE MY STOMACHE TURN. IM GOING TO FIGURE IT OUT REAL SOON. IF ANYONE KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO LET ME KNOW PLEASEEEEEEE! 

OTHER THAN THAT IM GOOD I HAVEN'T HAD ANY MAJOR ISSUES SINCE I HAD MY SURGERY. I HAVE GIVEN AWAY ALL MY TO BIG CLOTHES. I HAD CLOTHES THAT STILL HAD THE TAGS ON THEM THAT I KEPT SAYING ONE DAY IM GOING TO BE ABLE TO PUT THESE ON. WELL I WOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO BUT THEY WOULD'VE BEEN TO BIG. YEAH THATS RIGHT I SAID THEY WOULD'VE BEEN TO BIG(LOL). MY FRIEND WAS ABLE TO USE THEM WHICH IM SO GLAD ABOUT. THEIR TO BIG FOR HER TO BUT SHE CAN USE THE TOPS MORE SO THAN THE BOTTOMS. IM GLAD THAT SHE HAVE A AUNT THAT SHE CAN PASS THEM ON TO. I HAVE NOTICE THAT SHE IS LOSING GOOD TOO. SHE DONT THINK THE BREAST IS GOING ANYWHERE BUT THEY ARE SHE HAS TO REALIZE NOW THAT SHE CAN WHERE MY TOPS. I DONT EVEN THINK SHE HAS REALIZED THAT YET.  ANYWAY I JUST WANTED MY OH FAM TO KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH ME IM HAPPY WITH THE NEW ME. OHHHH IM NOT SO HAPPY WITH ME BREAST THEY ARE STARTING TO SHRINK AND I CAN SEE THE FLAB SKIN ON THEM WHEN I WHERE TOPS THAT REVEAL MY BREAST THEY BE LOOKING WRINKLE UGHHHHHHHH! I KNOW WHEN THE TIME COMES I WILL BE GETTING MY BREAST DONE. I THINK I SHOULD START SAVING NOW BECAUSE I KNOW ITS GOING DOWN. I WILL BE UPDATING WITH NEW PICTURES REAL SOON. GOOD LUCK TO U ALL.


2 MONTHS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jun 24, 2008

WELL FAMILY IM DOING OKAY. IM ALMOST AT THE 50LB MARK ALMOST I SAID. I CANT WAIT TO GET THEIR IM 47LBS LIGHTER. MY BBF TOLD ME I WAS LOSING THE WEIGHT TO FAST I FEEL LIKE IM GOING AT A GOOD PACE. I'VE READ OTHER PEOPLE UPDATES AND IT SEEM LIKE IM ON THE RIGHT PATH. I DONT WANT TO LOSE TO FAST RIGHT NOW. I KNOW EVERYBODY IS DIFFERENT. I SOMETIMES GET MY COMPARISONS THAT WAY. WELL ANYWAY IM ENJOYING ME. I GET A LOT OF LOOKS AND SMILES. I'VE EVEN NOTICED THE DOUBLE TAKES. I WENT TO SEE A VEY CLOSE FRIEND THE OTHER DAY WHO I HAVEN'T SEEN IN YEARS. SHE WAS LIKE I DIDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE YOU. SHE STARTED CRYING AND SAID I LOOKED GOOD. I WAS IMPRESSED. I REALLY WAS. WHEN I WENT TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY A MEMBER DIDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE ME AND SHE SEES ME EVERY SUNDAY. I AM BLESSED AND I THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING HE'S DOING FOR ME AND EVERYTHING HE'S GETTING READY TO DO FOR ME. 

I KNOW I NEED TO EXERCISE MORE AND THE WEIGHT WILL FALL OFF. THE WALKING THAT I DO IS SUFFICIENT FOR ME RIGHT NOW. IM NOT DOING ANY PROTEIN SHAKES AND STUFF. IM TRYING TO DO THE PROTEIN WITH FOOD. THOSE SHAKES ARE NASTY. UGHHHHHH!!! I FEEL THAT IM DOING OKAY I SLACKED UP AND IM GOING TO GET BACK ON TRACK. YOU KNOW THE SAYING " WE FALL DOWN AND WE GET UP" THATS FOR ME RIGHT NOW. I HAVE TO SAY IM GOOD WIT IT. UNTIL NEXT TIME CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME AND I'LL PRAY FOR YOU.

IM DOING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!7 WEEKS OUT! WOW!!!274LBS.

Jun 09, 2008

WELL EVERYBODY I KNOW ITS BEEN AWHILE. IM DOING GOOD. IM NOW DOWN TO 274LBS! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS I WOULD BE LOSING WEIGHT THE WAY I AM. I HAVE GOT NEGATIVE FEED BACK FROM PEOPLE BUT WE ALL KNOW WHAT THOSE PEOPLE ARE HATERS! I'VE HEARD THINGS AND RIGHTFULLY THOSE PEOPLE I HEARD IT FROM ARE NOTHING TO ME. IM GLAD THAT I HAD THE WLS. IM PROUD OF ME. IM ALSO PROUD OF MY BBF JACKIE WHO IS DOING THE DAMN THANG TOO. I WILL BE POSTING MORE PICTURES REAL SOON. 

GUESS WHAT I WENT OUT THE OTHER NIGHT AND HAD A BALL. I DANCED ALL NIGHT LONG SOMETHING I LOVE TO DO BUT HADN'T DONE IN AWHILE. I SHOKE MY BEHIND ALL NIGHT LONG. I ALREADY KNEW I WAS A BIG GIRL THAT COULD DANCE MY BEHIND OFF NOW U STILL CANT TELL ME NOTHING. THATS JUST ME I ALWAYS HAD CONFIDENCE IN ME. IM JUST BEING ME. I CANT WAIT TO GET TO 250. THATS MY GOAL RIGHT NOW. I WANT MORE WEIGHT LOSS I JUST CANT WAIT TO SEE ME AT 250. 

I'VE HAD MY UPS AND DOWNS WITH THIS VITAMIN THING. I TRY TO TAKE THEM EVERYDAY BUT I SOMETIMES BE LIKE IM TIRED OF TAKING THIS STUFF WHEN I KNOW I HAVE TO. ITS GOING TO GET BETTER. I WENT ONLINE TODAY AND ORDERED ME AND MY BBF SOME VITAMINS ON BARIATRICADVANTAGE.COM. THEY'RE GOING TO SEND US SAMPLES SO WE CAN TRY THE PRODUCT BEFORE BUYING THEM. WE HAVE SPENT LOTS OF MONEY TRYING ALL THIS STUFF. I HOPE THIS WILL BE OUR LAST STOP. HOPEFULLY THE PRODUCTS TASTE OK.

WELL UNTIL NEXT TIME GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!

IM 1 MONTH OUT!!!!!!!!!!

May 18, 2008

HEY EVERYONE IM 32 POUNDS LIGHTER. HALLELUYAAAAA!!! ITS BEEN A STRUGGLE BUT I MADE IT. IF IT WASN'T FOR THE LORD I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD'VE  HAVE DONE. I'VE TRULY BEEN BLESSED WITH LOTS AND LOTS OF SUPPORT. MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HAVE BEEN SO HELPFUL IM JUST BLESSED. IM PROUD TO SAY THAT THE DAY FOR MY BF IS FINALLY HERE SHE HAS HER SURGERY ON THURSDAY PRAISE GOD. I REALLY WANT HER TO FEEL LIKE I DO. PROUD OF HERSELF AND ON THE LOSERS BENCH. IVE HAD MY UPS AND DOWNS BUT NONE TO SAY THAT I WISH I HAD NEVER DID THIS. IM GLAD I DID WHAT I DID AND NO REGRETS. I FEEL GOOD.  MY PANTS SIZE WAS A 26 AND SOME 28. IM NOW IN 22 AND IF ITS A JEAN THAT DONT STRETCH IT A NICE FIT 24. I HAVEN'T WORE A 24 IN SOME YEARS. IM JUST BLESSED I FEEL SO GOOD I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING. THATS HOW GOOD I FEEL ON THE INSIDE YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. THANK YOU GOD FOR MY NEW BEGINNINGS. IM GOING TO POST SOME PICTURES REAL SOON. UNTIL THEN MY OH FAMILY CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME LIKE I WILL FOR YOU.

About Me
Location
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BMI
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Surgery
04/17/2008
Surgery Date
Mar 04, 2008
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FEELING GOOD!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS BEEN AWHILE! SORRY.....
STILL MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!
IM 52LBS LIGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!
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IM DOING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!7 WEEKS OUT! WOW!!!274LBS.
IM 1 MONTH OUT!!!!!!!!!!

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