Feeling really depressed!!!!!!

Jan 02, 2012

I lost my father on September 3, 2011. I can't seem to get the picture of him in the casket out of my head. It's really hard for me i have fallen off a lot of things and i can't focus due to my loss. I know i need to get back on track and try to lose some more weight, but this depression has made me start eating and not caring about myself at times. It's just so devastating to lose someone that was so influential in my life. I cry all the time and it's time i talk about how i'm  feeling to someone. Happy New Year to everyone!!
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Finish testing!!

Jun 16, 2011

I'm so glad that i'm finished doing all the testing required, to have the DS. I'm really feeling a little nervous and anxious at the same time. On June 21 i will be having the second surgery wish me luck everyone and thanks to all ahead of time that wishes me good luck and God Bless!!!!
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surgery date

Jun 03, 2011

I'm scheduled to have DS on June 21, 2011 with Dr. Roslin. I'm very anxious and looking forward to it!!!
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Feeling Sad

Jun 20, 2009

I'm feeling really sad today my father is in the hospital. I really hope and pray that he pulls through I love him so dearly, don't know what I would do if I lost him he means everything to me!!
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Hello Everybody

Apr 12, 2009

I just wanted to say Happy Easter to Everyone.
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It's Coming Along

Mar 04, 2009

Hello Everyone today I saw Dr. Roslin and the weight is coming down slowly, another 12lbs gone forever. I'm really elated! Life has been very good to me thus far and I'm very thankful.


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Feelings

Feb 14, 2009

Last night my parents moved far away. I will be able to talk to them everyday, But I won't be able to see them like I used to. I'm feeling a liitle sad today. I've always been so close to my parents and it just hurts me. I'll relocate in another two years, but the distance is very hard for me. I'll give anything just to be near them again.
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Happy Valentines Day Everyone

Feb 14, 2009

Hello I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Valentines Day .

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Feeling Much Better

Feb 04, 2009

Hello everyone I went to see Dr. Roslin today for my two weeks appointment. Dr. Roslin told me that I had lost twenty pounds since the surgery and I just hugged him and thanked him for saving my life. I give thanks because I was going down the wrong path with my eating habits. Dr. Roslin is my Angel and I really love what he has done for me. I'm doing everything I'm suppose to do and I feel great, just a little pain. Before surgery my weight on January 19th, 2009 was 489lbs. and today it was 469.2 and counting. Once again I can truly say that I am Thankful. I'm doing it and I never thought I could. God Is Good!!
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I'm Home

Jan 22, 2009

Hello everyone I made it through, I'm now on the losing bench. I'm really feeling the pain right now. The procedure the Doctor did was the Vertical Gastric Sleeve, the first stage to the switch, but I might not need to go further if I lose all the needed weight with the Sleeve. I'll update at a later time, I need to go get some rest.
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About Me
Bronx, NY
Location
77.8
BMI
DS
Surgery
01/19/2009
Surgery Date
Jul 06, 2008
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