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long time since i been on here blogging, but since having a new pic it has given me the strentgh and will to write and keep journaling. i noticed a differnce when i am honestly doing this. it is like everything in life, you cannot give into emotional difficultys, as this is a way for success.  A way for us to be more happy as indivual beings, a way for us to overcome things, when it has been made us more difficult to do.  I find walking these days, more enjoyable and love to walk far. i love to investigate the beautfy that surrounds, there is so much in store for us and we need tor emind ourselfs, that we are special and that it is ongoing, but there is a light and the tunnel the tunnel is not but a mare spher that leads onto brighter and better things.

today my sweetheart and i went to the clinic and since surgery in december, my sweetheart has lost over 84 pounds, and i have lost 64. it feels awesome, to see the change in our lifes, and feel that motiv ation and feel the extra strength going on. focus, keep focus, and go forward. miracles happen.

it is important to keep focus, and keep pushing remembering why we are on this road, and what is ahead of us.  I feel blessed to have my companion who is a contant inspiration to me, i feel blessed to have her at my side walking with me on this journey. there is  a saying that goes, May God grant me the strength and the serenity, and the will to go on.  With this in mind faith and with action combined moves mountains god bless all and have  a great easter.

self control, i am sure we have all struggled with one thing or other, but i aim to overcome this one and devleop a great and long lasting, self control and self belief.  when we are told, we are not achieving, when i look at things, and see other areas on where i have progressed. Ir frustrates me to be treated like a child, i know i will turn more to the lord, and recieve strength and wisdom over this, even gain councel.  My goal is to become stronger, and stronger, voercoming all objectives that stand in my way. fighting down the doors, of fear that try to block the light from getting through.
This road is not easy, but like the saying when the tough gets tough, fight with all your heart, soul and mind, go forward with an eye single to the glory of god, till the work is done.
keep focused, keep going work harder, and strive more.

 today at church we listened to excellent talks on commitment. it reminded me of our goal on what we are doing. it is important to be committed and to do everything in your power to overcome and look forward to an awesome life it felt great today standing next to my sweetheart and people who had not seen uis in over a month coming up saying you guys look great. i am more determined than ever now to do it and do it well. like a scripture i know well, when you reach the end of the journey, you can say you have done it. like my sweetheart says i know the scriptures but in my own words lol it is good to be committed good to do well, good to feel happy and successfull./ keep on the right road keep going forward. 

 today i feel great, i love my sweetheart, she is inspiration to me always encourages me to do the right things, sometimes i am pigheaded and need to be humbled knowing she means well and has the best interest at heart for us. i love her with all my heart. i look forward to each day now with great anticipation, as every day brings new exciting things wonderfull things to happen. god bless i love america, i love belding, i love my sweetheart, i love the lord and i love me.

i find at times i get frustrated, but i know i have a goal insight, to be more happier, healthier and fitter. to be able to more confident within myself and that my marriage with my sweetheart be more successfull. both of us did this journey together, and i know we will overcome our trials and tribulations to be able to be more fruitfull and have a longer lasting relationship.